Hello fellow Mibbians.If you have not yet had the unfortunate pleasure of meeting me, my name is Allie.I'm sixteen years old and my hair is unnecessarily curly.Anyway, this blog is pretty late, saying it's the new year already. Oh yes, happy new year and all that. I hope it's been very wonderful for you.As I was driving to my Grandmother's house tonight, I heard Macklemore's Same Love. I mean, yes...

A few months ago, I wrote a blog about being clean for over a year. I stopped cutting sometime in April of 2012. I was comitted to stop and to stay strong. I did it for my parents. They found out, and the look in my mother's eyes was heartbreaking.But lately, however, I've been feeling so numb, so disconnected from the world. It's like everything I do is wrong, and I'm always being yelled at. I...

This is going to sound extremely dramatic, but I really don't know how to put it in any other way.I just found out that my estranged cousin was killed in a motorcycle accident two days ago.The only reason that we never talked was because my uncle and his wife divorced years ago. After that, she decided she didn't want anything to do with him or his family.So now I'm just sitting here, watching the...

Wow guys.That kind of hurt.I know I don't talk to many of you, but of the few that I do, you know what went down.So there's this dance/prom/homecoming thing coming up soon, and I wasn't too excited about it. I mean, I honestly cannot dance to save my life. But then I was thinking, 'why don't I just ask some guy?'So, like the incredibly stupid spur-of-the-moment person I try to be, I did. I've been...

Today marks the one year date on my calendar. I haven't cut in 365 days, which is quite an accomplishment for me.I know many people may think I'm ridiculous for ever cutting in the first place. But what some don't understand is that it's a getaway from this life we're stuck in. For that moment, I felt free, beautiful, and happy. The blood was like a symbol of all my pain washing away. Of course,...

I typically hate posting these things on Mibba, mostly because I know that no one cares about my drama. But I had to rant about this. I just have no idea.I was best friends with this girl.Then she dated three of my exes.I forgave her after that, even though I didn't want to.After some time, we became close again.She came over today. And while I was changing in my bathroom, I left her alone.We were...

I just found out last night that my best friend almost committed suicide.Of course, she wasn't the one that told me.It was her boyfriend. And this happened months ago.I hate feeling like I don't even matter to her.I want to be there for her. She's my world. She's one of the only people I still have left.But how am I supposed to help her when she doesn't tell me anything?Her boyfriend says it's...

Lately, I cannot get this coming summer out of my head. But if you were in position, would you be able to?I'm going to sound REALLY spoiled and snotty when I say this, so I apologize. But anyway, this summer, I have received the opportunity and privilege to travel to Europe with my mom and grandmother. I'll be visiting England, Germany, Paris, Belgium, and some other places that I cannot remember...

This is going to be really sappy and stupid.I promise.So if you don't like reading these kinds of things, then avert your eyes.Anyway, I started talking to this guy a couple of months ago. I met him at my church several years ago and didn't actually chat with him until December. But we recently became really good friends. We talk all the time and laugh at each other's sappy jokes. And he...

I'm usually not one to bring religion into this. But since I've been so stressed out, I really need to rant.Lately, I've been struggling with my faith. I honestly feel like I'm battling with myself about what's true and what isn't.I grew up in a Christian family. We went to church every Saturday and prayed and worshiped. But as I got older, my parents stopped going. We just haven't had great luck...

Dear Heavenly Father,I first want to start off with thanking you for loving me. I sin every single day, yet you love me. You keep me safe. You protect me like I deserve it. But truthfully, I don't. I mean, I've disrespected and hurt my body. I'm not healthy. I used to harm myself. I don't work out everyday. I don't keep my body in the best shape I should. But I'm making a change. Thanksgiving is...

Hi, my name is Allie and I don't write blogs very often.Frankly, I don't even know if anyone cares about reading this. It's obviously a waste of time, so just stop.Or at least that's how everyone I know is. They're all selfish and mean, and don't care about people. Of course, I'm stereotyping everyone. Sorry. But that's honestly how the people around me act. Maybe it's me. I don't know. I'm, if...

Yesterday my best childhood friend left to Wyoming. I mean, we weren't the closest or anything, but we had a lot of amazing memories back in elementary school. We were really good friends. He could always manage a smile to pop up on my face, even when I wanted to kill someone. Sam had this way of making me forget everything and just live in the moment. He made me genuinely happy. He's the only...

Hello there. :3So my parents went out yesterday and bought a new computer. Yes, I am totally fine with that. But on the other hand, I have no idea what I'm doing. This new device is like a totally different parallel universe of computers.Bahahh. Maybe I'm just a technical Loser. Okay, I am a technical loser.(;Do you have problems with electronics?Don't let me be the only one. (:

Hello there!I know this is a bit ahead of time, but I haven't been able to think of much else. Every summer, my grandmother/dad and mom go on a different vacation. Last year it was Greece, and this year it was Cancun. Well, my mom was talking to me, and she said that we're actually going to go to Germany next year. Words can't even explain how excited I am. I've never been outside of the United...

Hello there,I don't know, today is just a good day for me. I mean, of course it's not like butterflies and rainbows, but I'm content. Of course there are some problems right now, like my brother getting a divorce with his wife who I love, or my parents fighting all the time, or the fact that rumors are continuously being spread around. But who doesn't have problems? It's life, and I've learned to...

Hey guys.Does anyone know how to get a picture for your story? Like, the layout picture that's at the top of the summary and each chapter? I've seen a lot of stories with layout pictures and I have no idea how to do it.Please help me.Thanks! :3

I know you may not ever see this, but I just have to get this off my chest.I just want you to know that the only reason I let you go was because you have changed. You don't see it, but I do. You're not the same person I know, unless you've been putting up an act for me as well. But also, If you would've said that you were done with nick, I would've taken you back. I just want to know that your...

'If you love someone, let them go.If they come back, they're yours.If they don't, they never were.< /3'I'm waiting, but I'm beginning to think we'rebest without each other, even though you've beenthere for 8 1/2 years. Those were the best years of my life,but you've changed, and you're not yourself anymore.A part of me wants to take you back, but I've realized something.You're just going to...

Ugh.Today I witnessed something so terrible. I just don't understand whycruel people would do that.Anyway, I was in health today, and a boy,let's call him David, started talking about this girl,Ashley. Ashley is not very popular and she doesn't have many friends. I honestly don't understand why though. She's this sweet girl with an innocent mind. And to top that, she has a disability. Now why...