things in my life right now are painful. my friends are hut cause i am. the guy that dumped me on monday morning thinks a simple sorry is going to suffice.i am now thoroughly depressed and i am crying again for the first time in years. and thats is a long time too. the last time i actually cried was when my uncle / godfather peter passed away in maybe 2007 or 2008 when both the queen mary 2 and...