I hate being used by someone, and someone you thought cared about you. There's nothing worse than It.I thought he really liked me, but I'm just another girl in his book. Are men so senseless to realize that you can't fuck with girls like this? We have feelings too.I know he's in a band, and I know he gets loads of female attention. But really? I'm still here, he said all these things to me....

I am so sick and tired of everything! I just don't know how much more I can take of everything. Life sucks, I'm not happy and It's gonna be a long time before I am.So first off, I got an after school detention for no reason, and when I say no reason. I mean no reason. It's off my science teacher who hates my guts, and I'm not joking. He's here just to make my life a living hell.My dad keeps on...

So, i think I'm just gonna use this as a trail. I'll stop now. Come on, who wants to keep on reading these? No one. That's alright though, it gives me more time to update stories. So it works in both favors.So download added 21 acts today and they are amazing! BMTH, Asking Alexandria, Madina Lake and so many other awesome bands. I'm so bloody excited! They only need to add D.R.U.G.S, Young Guns...

Day 6....Nice to know I'm still going ;DFirst off, I heard about the earthquake in New Zealand. My deepest thoughts go out to the people effected. I have a friend who lives there, I pray to god she is alright. I haven't heard anything yet though.I can't be happy when I know she could be in danger, only time will tell though. I just hope nothing happened to her.She was my best friend all the way...

Well day 5. I'm bored out of my mind.I saw Paul at the cinemas today, very funny. Brought the new D.R.U.G.S album.Nothing exciting though, I'm just waiting for a download festival announcement at 12:20am so you know.Since it's the holidays I've been spending more time with my family which is awesome. I'm still recovering from My Chemical Romance if I'm honest with you, the pain was definitely...

Wow, I can't believe I've already failed a journal update! I've flunked out on you all, not good. I just didn't have any time yesterday.My day yesterday went like this:Woke up, went to get some lunch at a drive in, ate lunch, got ready for MCR, then left for MCR. I didn't get back in till 1:00am as well, I was too tired for words.I'll give the rundown on MCR.It took an hour to find somewhere to...

Well, let's say today wasn't the best day in the world.It was non-uniform day, and of course, someone wears the same thing as me. Not that I'm bothered that much, it just got annoying because they're in half my lessons.Some girl who was wearing a very short dress with stripper tights thinks I called her a prostitute. Which I didn't but I'm not gonna lie, she did. I keep my thoughts to myself...

So, I'm gonna start a daily journal of my life, for a year starting from now. I'm gonna stick this and complete something for once in my life.So, starting at Day 1-17/2/11It's a normal day really, nothing that interesting. My cat weed on my sisters coat, same old same old. My mum went mad at my cat, nothing new there.I think there's something wrong with my cat, Noodles. We took him vets before,...

Talk about the worst news to wake up too.I can't believe Mike has left Blessthefall. It's really quite heartbreaking. I love Blessthefall so much, sort of a die hard fan. I've grown up listening to they're music, new and old. Seeing one of the members that I love so much leave is very upsetting.I read they're myspace blog about why he is leaving and it just says he's going on a new path. I fully...

Sometimes I get really frustrated and I have no idea why? It just comes on all of a sudden.Like today, I was fine for about half the day then something just clicked and I got really mad all of sudden. This doesn't happen to me very often. but when it does I get really annoyed and peed off with just about everything!I might have something to do about this girl, she gets on my nerves so much! One...

I was reading the article, 'My Chemical Romance Lash Out at 'Overprivileged' Fans', and Frank Iero called them '11-year-old overprivileged brats' and I completely agree with him. I mean, if you really love something then you would do anything for that thing.In this case it's My Chemical Romance. I've got tickets to see them in Nottingham and that's nowhere near to where I live, but, I've manged to...