i don't even know where to begin with the things he puts me through. we're best friends, we're friends for life, we're each others other half, but the problem is...we dated a year ago a month from now. and i'm still in love with him. it's like the feelings get stronger everyday for him, but at the same time i trick myself into the lies i tell him how he's my bro and always will be. i don't want...

I had an interview with my friend one day around the details about my stories. She asked basic and complicated questions. I gave them my best and answered them honestly.Interviewer- JenniLoren- HerselfJenni- The girl, Missy, from My Love Is Love His Love Is False, will she ever get pregnant?Loren- Um, probably not. Because, this girl Missy is very precautios. She may make bad decisions, but I...

omfg.-The tornado didn't help, and I thank those who prayed and wished me luck. =D-I held his hand and I played with it [hand fetish]-He called me...but it was a stupid reason to call me -_--Jenni's coming up in two weeks!!!Yeah, useless journal, but I just had to tell someone. Ever had something amazing happen to you and you just had to tell someone? Damn, do I need to tell.Plus, I think I really...

Severe, severe, severe, severe, severe tornado warnings in SW Virginia. There's really bad winds outside and it's making my house creak and everything. The tornado hasn't come yet, but I'm sure it'll come soon, and mark it's territory.Shit...I'm shaking like leaf on a tree. Ha-ha Elvis. Atleast I still have some humor left in me right?Ugh...the winds are really bad now. I can here all of our...

I swear...I'm in a very hectic situation. And it's all about the one thing I hate most; love.I love her and him and her and her. It's utterly confusing. I'll give you a list on the people and how I feel about them.Johnny- He means the world to me, and I don't know what I'd do without him to this very day. I remember exactly where I met him too; it was at the Pebble Creek Apartments tennis court. I...

So, I celebrated it by making a cake, then I listen to some of his songs. My dad said I was "Border Line Obsessed" I said, "Playa, don't hate!"Literally, I can't believe I said that though. But, anyways, I got my iPod! I was so excited to get it filled with my favorite music, but it was harder than I thought.I couldn't get the music from Lime Wire to transfer to iTune, so it took forever until I...

So, tomorrow is Billie Joe's birthday and I'm excited, but not entirely excited. Currently, I'm upset that he's doing all these damn side bands and not making a Green Day album. I mean c'mon it's been 4 years!He seriously needs to at least attempt or hint to the public that Green Day's next album will come out soon. I just wish they would come out again! y'know?I feel I'm not the only one who's...

Alright, so, my family isn't coming down thank god! Even though I question the existance of god, but tht's not my point. I got kicked out of school for a few days cos I skipped 2 classes and they caught me, ugh. And I spilled my guts to my therapist and she thinks that I should go back to the mental hospital.If I do go back that means, no writing on Mibba, no talking to Jenni regularly. And those...

I just got grounded for making an F in Science and Home Economics! GAH! NOW I HAVE TO STAY HOME ALL WEEKEND WITH MY STUPID FAMILY! Oh, and they great! part is that my cousin that blackmailed me, hated me, snooped on me, found out I was BI and used it as blackmail is coming to visit!CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE?!?!i JUST CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JENNI AGAIN!Plus, I might fail another class this semester if I...

Ok, so, I gave out my link on myspace so maybe my closer friends would read. Well I'm guessing the people I hate read my story and now people are running around at school saying, "LOREN FUCKED A GUY AT A PARTY AND SHE PUKED EVERYWHERE AFTER DRINKING A WHOLE THING OF VODKA!" So I was like, listen my stories are fiction you dickweed. I'm going to use my imagination and your gonna go die. Mkai?...