Follow me? :)

I figured out my tumblr and you can follow me if you want although I'm not very interesting. I'll follow you back if you want so yeah... my tumblrThe boy and I are fighting for more often now and it's really scary because I feel like I'm losing him to the distance. Nothing is turning out right with him anymore and now I feel like he is only using me for something I'd rather not say over the...
February 18th, 2011 at 05:47am

I FINALLY DID IT!! :D (Plus a paragraph about the boy, basically an update on my week)

Well it happened everyone I got my very first tattoo over the weekend. I love it so much and I couldn't be happier with it, I'm forever in debt to my older sister who was kind enough to pay for it. It was my late birthday present and I've been promised since Christmas that I was going to get this tattoo and that she would pay for it. I've been sitting on this tattoo since 9th grade and I'm a...
February 16th, 2011 at 05:22am

Why I'm not updating.

Not like anyone reads my stories here and I'm not complaining I post here for myself, but anyways sorry for the lack of updates on my stories. I've been super busy with senior year and just been going through a lot of crap with my boyfriend and so that is where my focus has been. So yeah that's why I haven't updated in a long time but like I said its not like anyone reads my stories on here.Well...
January 16th, 2011 at 12:58am

Happy birthday to me?

So it is finally here my 18th birthday. I couldn't be more excited but this day isn't turning out like I wanted it too. I was rudely awakened by this throbbing pain and horrible cramping in my stomach and lower/middle of my back. I couldn't move without the cramping getting worse and the throbbing getting worse. So I laid there till my sister woke up for work and had her help me out of bed so I...
January 13th, 2011 at 12:34am

Donating blood?

Yesterday night I was looking up on things about blood donation and just getting some more information about the whole thing and I saw something that really made me mad. It couldn’t be possible that gays aren’t allowed to give blood because of the fear of AIDS and HIV right? Well I googled it and spend like an hour doing this and it is true, and it just made me so mad. That is the dumbest...
January 6th, 2011 at 04:31am

Yeah guess who just got into bartending school!!

Yes ma'am or sir I did. I met with the owner/administrator of the school and he said even though I was 17 I could go there. I just couldn't graduated till I turned 18 which is fine because I'm hoping to start the January 4th and it is a two week course, so I wouldn't graduate the course till the 18th and I would already be 18 by then. I have lifetime job placement and I have the best trainers in...
December 24th, 2010 at 01:13am

I'm accepting myself and I don't care what you think

For as long as I can remember I've always felt this attraction to guys and girls, this can go back for as long as I would old enough to make friends. I just thought it was normal to feel that for both sexes, I never thought it was wrong.Then I hit puberty and that is when that it hit me that maybe this wasn't a normal thing. That maybe not everyone found girls so attractive like I did, and not...
December 20th, 2010 at 02:57am

What is wrong with him?

Guys I really need your help for my story. The story is Take Me Away and the gist of it is she's an abused addicted teenage prostitute and he is depressed and trying to find himself again while touring with his band. He is driving around town and finds her in the streets walking to the hospital to get some medical help. Anyways the barely talked for more than ten minuets and now he is obsessed...
December 14th, 2010 at 08:18am

Okay so I'm jumping in on the bandwagon too :)

Smile for who you used to beSmile for who you are todaySmile for your friendsSmile for those who serve our countrySmile for your familySmile for musicSmile for tattoos <3I do not own the last four pictures. Google does :) But anyways just smile just because :)
December 13th, 2010 at 03:02am

Tumblr? (My boyfriend sucks)

I do NOT understand tumblr and I don't even know why I joined it like less then five seconds ago but I did. I don't even understand but could someone please explain to me. I joined it and now I don't even know what to do on there?! AHH I don't get it please someone explain it to me.Anyways today went a little something like this, tears more tears and oh yeah did I mention tears? My grandma is so...
December 12th, 2010 at 07:25am

Becareful cause guess who is on the road now!

Yes sir guess who just passed their permit test this afternoon? If you guess me then you guessed correctly. I passed my road signs test with a 90 and my road rules test with a 95. Yeah I'm pretty bomb, I know. :) I know those sound bad but they were five points each on each test so I only missed a total of 2 questions on the road signs and 1 question on the road rules. So yeah I'm pretty smart I...
December 10th, 2010 at 06:40am

So I should be studying the drivers handbook...

Yeah first day of driving school went like this "Welcome to Drivers Education..." and yeah that is all I paid attention too. This class is pretty chill for it being filled with Freshmen and I don't have anything wrong that but most of the freshmen that go to school with me are so damn annoying. Like if you think Seniors (whoop whoop!) are annoying then wait till you get a piece of these freshmen.I...
December 7th, 2010 at 07:19am

This will be mine someday :)

I'm going to driving school starting this Monday because in Texas you have to some sort of driving school under your belt, even if are legal. My sister is going to be 22 in June and they won't let her get her license because she doesn't have any driving school under you belt, and she's been driving since she was 16. So yeah I have to spend 350 on school just so I can get my license but I guess in...
December 4th, 2010 at 12:35am

Cheesecake and love :)

Yes if you know me then you know my extreme fear of an oven, don't ask or make fun of but I got over it yesterday. I made my first cheesecake yesterday and my gosh it is freaking tasty. It's chocolate chip cheesecake and I did make a couple mistakes on it but my mommy and sister said it turned out really well. I learned though that next time I won't put sour cream in it, even if the directions say...
November 28th, 2010 at 04:52am

I miss you terribly come home safe big brother, thank you too the troops. :)

My brother has been in Afghanistan since August and it's been getting at us since he's been there but nothing ruined thanksgiving more than knowing my brother was there and not at home with us. We pulled through and had a somewhat enjoyable thanksgiving without him, we got to talk with him today and that made my mom happy, I was so happy being able to hear my big brothers voice.He told us what...
November 26th, 2010 at 07:16am

I got my baby back :)

Okay okay I know I said it was over for good but we got back together and we're so much better than ever. We talk on the phone daily and we've promised to make this work till we can get our own place together and then we talked about marriage today. I love this guy more than anything else in my life, and I know it's so cliche but he gives me the butterflies. I love you Matt and you mean the world...
November 20th, 2010 at 06:19am

We're done for good this time. [boyfriend drama.]

Well it's done. 13 months in and we're done. We couldn't make things work out anymore it sucks because I truly loved him with all my heart and I never trusted someone like that. I didn't want him to be a lesson learned on not what not do in the next relationship but I guess he is. I didn't want us to end but when he says he thinks its for the best, then maybe it is. I don't know all I know is I...
November 10th, 2010 at 03:23am

I need a story layout any takers? Please!

I'm in desperate need for a story layout for my story Take Me AwayI really want to finish this story but I just want a layout to go with it. It's one of my very first stories that I ever wrote and it's been through hell and back on this site. I'm constantly deleting my chapters and rewriting it but now I'm happy with were it's going and the plot and the way my characters are developing. I just...
November 7th, 2010 at 11:03pm

We're good and in love. [Nervous as hell. Very boring journal, just a waring]

We've been good. This weekend no fights, no break ups and we just spent time holding each other and stealing those soft kisses from each other. God, it was so perfect and now I'm scared we'll fight and break up again. Matt and I have this thing that neither of us plan but it just happens every time, we can have a perfect two or three days the bam! we're fighting and we break up. I don't know why...
October 19th, 2010 at 08:04am

I gets to see my god-daughter finally! :D

Oh thank god I've been missing that little girl like crazy. I haven't seen her since 4th of July and she lives like a ten minuet drive from me, but both me and Angelica, Lexi's mom, have been so busy with school that we just never have the time to hang. It's just going to be nice to get away from the drama I've been dealing with Matt and just life itself. Ugh it is going to be so nice to see such...
October 15th, 2010 at 07:15am