well now I'm completely confused i don't want to be talking to him anymore i don't want to be seeing his picture. yeah i like him but what am i supposed to do if i find out he's just talking to me to destroy me and my friends. i do like him but I'm not sure if he likes me. i don't want to find out that he doesn't or if he does. i wouldn't know what to do anyway. and sometimes i think it's my...

Well life is a lil better than before. I am still crushing over the same stupid boy like damn why can't i get over him, but he is so cute & sexy. I don't know if I'll ever get over that little dude. Today was fricking funny trying to text a guy for my friend i was trying to tell him he looked sexy i put "you look sex" it was funny but he still understood what I ment to say. Lol. Now I'm on...

fucking hate this place I'm at right now nothing but no good people and crooked authority. fucking bullshit, not even doing what I'm suppose to. thinking of things i shouldn't be thinking but its only in my mind anyway oh well fuck it if i want to do drugs its my fucking choice but i don't want to and on the other hand I'm trying to work. trying to do something good with my life. but every time i...

fucking great just realised i have an exam tomorrow and it the hardest exam ever, History! i guess it doesn't help that i hardly payed attention or was even there. another thing that is stressing me out. kyle, a guy in my class. all of a sudden he's talking to me like he actually knows me. well i guyess he probably does since this is a small school. and ryan dude come on grow some balls and do it...

Fuck the most worst day of my life. my father got sent to jail for something he didn't even do. Next time i see that bitch that did this I'm going to give her a piece of my mind. maybe take my first trip to the drunk tank. ha!. I am ever so pissed off. doesn't help that it's raining like no tomorrow. there is always events happening. my friend just found out she's pregnant. my dad got sent away. i...

I fucking hate everything right now. Nothing seems right, and I'm fucking up a great thing right now. why does everything start of great then I end up fucking it up. I guess everyone was right I'm going to end up like my parents. Which is not good at all. Not even if I were really an only child. My emotions are playing games with my mind now. I don't know what I should do. Leave? Stay? whos to...

How can i keep living like this. Letting my feelings for someone hide in the back of my head. Letting other people get to my head. Letting them tel me my life is shit. That is't not right being what I am. Alex is my best friend in the world but I don't wnat to wreck all that over stupid feelings that she might not feel either. Now today my fuckign cousin is treating this like it's all a game. When...

Here I am sitting in my class, hating life yet again. I will never be able to be with him. Never. All because I won't except myself for who i am. I hate it. I hate everything in this world at the moment. Next class would be livable. Being bulimic every now and then just to love myself. Hating everything in life.Well I just took 20 minutes of my life and straighted my head out a bit. I'm going to...

I just feel so emotional today. like one second I'm happy then next thing I know I feel like crying, and no I'm not starting my period. ha ha What The Fuck!!. But seriously. Fucking school I hate it right now and I just want to go home right now. But no they won't let me. Let me rot in this fucking jail that's supposed to make you feel safe i don't feel save at all in here. At least I'm good at...