So last night, I dreamed that there was this wonderfully beautiful deer standing across the forest from me. I could see it, and it was looking at me too. I was with two other people and we had all gone out to hang in the woods for a day, like I used to do when I was younger. Anyways, looking at the deer, it was huge, but beautiful, and my friends saw it as well. They decided we should kill it, so...

So yeah....Birthday Massacre and Dir En Gray are playing in my town later tonight and I feel like the poorest person I know. I know it sounds incredably selfish and I feel like a complete B!tch but I do wanna go...I love those bans. So my friend inbox's me on fb and goes "I'm going to the concert." Thanks man. Like I don't already feel bad, thanks for making me feel worse. :/ And worse I've never...

So, I don't do very good wit the whole "putting my stuff out there thing. ButI eally need someone to talk to. So, here goes.I'm depressed.There. I said it.I miss my ex so much and I just want to be in his arms. I want feel his lips on me. I want to his hear his sweet voice tell me non-sense. I want to feel my hands in his. I just want him. I want to hear him say he loves me like he always did. I...

So this might sound nasty and all. But it's just something to talk to everyone about. I have nothing to do anyways. HahaSo....have any of you girls ever had a period where it made you so weak, you could barely sit up? I'm having that now. It's horrible. I'm surprised I'm even typing. It's taking all of my energy not to pass-out. I can tell you that.HahahahahahaAnd do you ever feel like you can't...

He's nice and sweet.He treats me good.Every day, we text each other.I laugh at the stupid things he says.He calls me pretty.He lives 4 hours away.:'(I want him.He makes me laugh when I'm sad.Makes me feel better when I'm sick.I think about why I should stay in this worldAnd he doesn't know that it's because of him.I don't know what would happen if we stopped talking.If we got in a fight.I'd cry,...

Everytime he looks at me or talks to me, I think about the old times and I don't want to remember those times. They hurt to bad to remember. And he just up and out of no where tells me he loves my smile and that it's beautiful? Why does he do this to me? Like I'm not already an emotion reack and have trouble dealing with keeping it all in. I don't like telling people things. It's a pain to keep up...