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STORIES:I think its been about 2 months since i've updated/posted anything new. I think its been even longer since i've read anything on here, too. For a long time now, writing has felt really forced; despite the fact i have so many ideas, im only able to write random bits of chaptersPOEMS:The same goes for my poetry,except even worse probably. During the months of February thru march, i would...
July 18th, 2014 at 05:34am

Kiss Log.27 (4th of July)

Because of mibba’s capitalization rules i got deactivated for 2 days so thaaaattts neeeeaaat. Anyway,WHEN: 1 JULY 14WHERE: 360’sI came over to his house, it was boring. it feels like it happened a long time ago, too but idk why. We smoked weed at morgans house and when we got back, i was super sleepy. I hate having sex highWe had sex again before taking a 20 min nap. he took me home at around...
July 6th, 2014 at 12:32am

Kiss Log.26

WHEN: 27 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sI got to his house at around 11, i dont really remember much else. I think i know most everything about him. we have sex twice,hold hands and smoke cigarettes. he kisses me on my neck before i fall asleepWHEN: 28 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sWe both woke up at around 9,and his mom came in to say hi. i think she likes me!! we stayed in bed for a few hours before going to his...
July 2nd, 2014 at 01:20am

Kiss Log.25

WHEN: 23 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sI was a tiny bit drunk @city park with jessica, violette,and margo when he came to pick me up. we all smoked a blunt in his car and then my friends left,and we went to his house where we had sex three times, staying up until 5 a.m.the third time we fucked,he stopped me and asked what I wanted to do (in terms of sex that is). Im always quiet in bed and was totally...
June 27th, 2014 at 04:44am

Kiss Log.24 (Kyla's Party)

WHEN: 19 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sAt 11 he picked me up and i slept over at his house with my parents’ permission for the first time. we smoked cigarettes on his balcony where we saw a woman trying to fix a flat tire. 360 went downstairs to help her while i smoked and played with his catthen we watched Trailer park boys in bed and had sex twice. He smoked weed but i didnt. i just played with his cat...
June 21st, 2014 at 08:51pm

Puke's Fanmix.2

ONE SONG THAT:reminds you of your favorite season/day/month:White winter hymnal_fleet foxesdespite the fact it has "Winter" in its title, fleet foxes always reminds me of summertime and strawberries and bike riding (even though I've yet to learn to ride a bike lol)you prefer to listen to at night:Leif erikson_interpolWith a suuuuper few exceptions,i listen to Interpol pretty exclusively at night....
June 19th, 2014 at 07:05pm

Kiss Log.23 (Weekend Away From Home)

WHEN: 12 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sIm writing this a little later than i usually would so i don’t remember too much of this night. I met his mom again,and we watched Summer heights high. an hour later,he kissed meafter we had sex, I talked to him the way we never do.We talked for a super long time about the past couple months. i can’t remember everything but basically,it was all good things. I want...
June 17th, 2014 at 07:16am

Kiss Log.22

WHEN: 3 JUN 14WHERE: 360’sHe kissed me while we watched ja’mie private school girl. i had gotten permission from my parents and my new counselor to see him before I leave to new york. And it was all normal and usual. i always wish i could use more detail to write my kiss logs,but there isnt much to say with 360. Hes never extra sweet to me and never says anything super funny. there is never...
June 5th, 2014 at 04:59am

Kiss Log.21 (Angela’s and Bucci’s)

WHEN: 28 MAY 14WHERE: ANGELA’S END OF SCHOOL YEAR PARTYI was almost sober when 360 and his friends got to angelas at 11:05 p.m. after 11, the security guards stop letting people in so i went outside to see him and we all hopped the fence to get back inside. this was pretty stupid, i ended up with a couple cuts and bruises as well as a thoroughly fucked shirtShortly afterward, angelas mom began...
May 31st, 2014 at 03:24pm

Kiss Log.20 (First Night of Summer)

WHEN: 23 MAY 14last nite started around 8 p.m when I first got to 360s house. the next couple hours were horribly boring, Im talkin shoot-myself-in-the face boring aside from the sex we had twice. he comes inside now,and both times i ended up sore for an hour after. In between fucking, we called around,looking for parties (there were none) and smoked cigarettes by the poolFinally,we decided to go...
May 25th, 2014 at 03:58am

Kiss Log.19 (Parents and Adderall)

*completely edited by a blog moderator, so fuck*So a couple days ago, I told my parents pretty much everything about my life this year which was rough at first, but now I only wish I would have talked to them sooner!! a couple days after, my mom took me to get the birth control shot (so no more pregnancy paranoia!!!!) and my parents agreed I don’t have to sneak out anymore, as long as I’m...
May 19th, 2014 at 12:01am

KISS LOG.18

WHEN: 10 MAY 14WHERE: 360’sLast nite i showed up at his house around 10:30 p.m and stayed over until 5 in the morning. we laughed at Ja’mie private school girl and then i very briefly met his motherwe had sex and i wasnt weird about holding hands. I dont really remember the first three times in detail i just remember it was everything i'd looked forward to all week. i say this every time but...
May 12th, 2014 at 04:58am

KISS LOG.17 (Smoking Weed and Arrested Development)

WHEN: 3 MAY 14WHERE: 360’sSo i decided to dye my hair yesterday, bleaching the shit out of it first and then going over with a medium brown. It didnt workAround 8 p.m,i showed up to 360’s house with orange hair tied up in pigtails i swear i looked like i crawled out of a very cheesy video game but i think he liked it and we smoked a blunt by his pool. idk when it happened but lately,i fucking...
May 4th, 2014 at 07:44pm

Kiss Log.16 (Prom Night)

WHEN: 25 APR 14WHERE: 360’sFor whatever reason my parents thought id earned the right to go to prom. about 10 minutes after they dropped me off,360 picked me up and we drove to city park b/c he needed to give his friend AJ a ride home. We ended up waiting 20 minutes for AJ who in the end,we didnt even drive home b/c he was in some sort of fight with his girlfriend. so this part was stupid as...
April 27th, 2014 at 01:16am

KISS LOG.15 (Hypersexuality and Pregnancy Paranoia)

WHEN:22 APR 14WHERE: 360’sSo I had planned on seeing 360 on the night before I returned to school from spring break. Around 11:15, about 10 minutes after I left the house,my dad called me so he knew I had snuck out. Pretty much at that point I figured i’d already be in a ton of shit for just trying to leave, so I saw no point in coming back home.12 a.m.I took a cab to 360’s house,already...
April 25th, 2014 at 02:07am

KISS LOG.14 (greece)

WHEN: the night before boarding the plane to greeceWHERE: 360’sIm writing this over a week after it happened but i still remember it so well. He fucked me much slower than usual and i could have screamed into the pillow it has never been better. I remember the alternations between fast and slow,hard and softWHEN: the actual dates of things got pretty blurry.Its like somewhere between 11-19 APR...
April 20th, 2014 at 07:42am

KISS LOG.13 (night before greece)

WHEN: 7-8 APR 14WHERE: 360’SI snuck out to see him on a Monday nite,because 360 wanted to see me before i leave for Greece this thursday. We watched malcolm in the middle and i kissed him first (he is the best fucking kisser;It's almost impossible to keep up with him), then we had sex. I think he could tell i was feeling tired. Afterward neither of us had any cigarettes,so we smoked weed...
April 10th, 2014 at 05:12am

KISS LOG.12

WHEN: 5 APR 14WHERE: 360’SI got to his house at midnight, and I remember, when he opened the door for me,only thinking about how fucking handsome he is. i don't think these entries are very interesting. What always happens is i come over during a.m. hours, and we watch TV for a bit before smoking a cigarette on his balcony,watching the cars and talking. He kisses me on the couch tasting of beer,...
April 7th, 2014 at 12:21am

KISS LOG.11 (buku fest)

WHEN: 21-23 MAR 14WHERE: BUKU FEST/360’SIve been dreading writing about this weekend b/c it was just a stupid blurry mess that i only halfway remember. I went to buku fest and it was the beeessst weekend!! I kissed so much 360 and slept over at his house Friday and saturday nite. We kissed during a lot of shows. On saturday i bought a lot of molly and peaked @ Flaming lips. I cried and kissed a...
April 1st, 2014 at 08:14pm

KISS LOG.10

WHEN: 8 MAR 14WHERE: 360’sI got to his house at 1 in the morning. we watched TV and smoked a cigarette before he kissed me on the couch and then we had sex in his guest room. We smoked more, afterward watching Donnie Darko. We talked about the soundtrack and tattoos and Chuck palahniuk books. Then another cigarette and he kissed me on the balcony. I kissed him on the couch before we had sex...
March 10th, 2014 at 03:49am