The boy Named Michael.

A few years ago a boy featured in a story of mine. I’d never met him before, but there was something about the way he spoke to me over MSN that made me want to get to know him.In this story, he was the mentor of the protagonist, yet at the time I did not realize this. He was a person whom always intrigued me, yet I never went out of my way to actually meet. Then one day, I met him without even...
January 30th, 2012 at 12:15pm

Christmas Sucks

This is the third year in a row where it just doesn't feel like christmas. I thought that maybe if I didn't have homework, if I stayed home with the family (I have no choice other wise anyway) that it would be better, the feeling would come back. But it hasn't.I used to wake up every morning of December and smell the sent of the tree - but I can't smell it.My only hope is as soon as I'm well again...
December 9th, 2011 at 10:14am

Just Maybe.

Maybe if i screamed a little louder he'll hear me... just maybe.So I'm at home recovering from an operation and it's not until I'm stuck here alone while my family are out celebrating with an awards night at my brothers school then out for dinner that I realise I miss and want HIM.The same HIM that my best friend left because he was too clingy, needy and smothered her too much. The same HIM who...
December 9th, 2011 at 08:35am

Journal - really?

So I wrote a Journal/diary entry for the first time in... many years.I filled 5 pages. It was illegible. Covered in tears. Was drunk at the time - and made sense as it it was the right thing to do.Took a photo of the last page too.Go me. A lot of things have happened tonight cause my guy has told me so, like kiss a mate of mine and stay up late until 4am.And then Mibba tells me to finish the word...
December 3rd, 2011 at 06:05pm

F****kc

My pander eyes scare me.It scares me to think that i have more mascara and eyeliner on my index finger than i do on my eyes (plural).is it wrong to make out with a friend when you are both drunk and he wants you too and then leave the room and make out with his ex girl friend when you leave the room cause she wants too then go back to him? all when its his bros 21st?What is wrong with me? I feel...
December 3rd, 2011 at 04:30pm

The Fear.

So lately I've been thinking about the future. Scary concept, I know. Thinking about where my course will lead me, when will i meet the right guy, when will the wrong guys stop being douchbags, the list goes on.I see pictures of my friends babies and want one badly. I see my friends engagement rings and wedding photos and i get a sense of loneliness. Is it bad to feel this way?I pictured myself to...
November 28th, 2011 at 09:24am

Melbournians!

Hey those of you in Aus =)I haven't been on Mibba for a while - i apologise for that; Uni's getting the better of me!For the past three years, a group of us have been catching up in the city during the christmas holidays - usually January. We have coffee, food and get up to lots of shenanigans in the city.So i guess my question to you is:Do you have what it takes?Would you like to join us? We're a...
November 16th, 2011 at 02:55am

forgiveness

I guess you just too busy. Your always too busy to notice that something is wrong, and if that's not bad enough you cause half of it.But a sister should never be too busy.A sister should keep to their promises instead of expecting you to keep your end and they to forget about theirs. A sister is supposed to be the on person to make you feel good about yourself; not the person you compare yourself...
August 16th, 2010 at 03:49pm

16 and Strung Out On Confusion

Argh, I'm so confused. How was i to know they'd all come to that conclusion?Okay, i suppose i better explain myself. My best Mate just got a girlfriend, i should be happy for him right? So why am i feeling like this; like he let me down. There's nothing going on between us, but i won't say there never has.When we first met afew years back it was at my mate Kenny's party and i knew him as the guy...
April 20th, 2009 at 01:15pm

Melbourne Mibbians! <-- Very Important, Please Read!!

Ahoy there!Guess what?!On Sunday (19th) we are having a Melbourne Mibba Meet up =] I'm so excited!Where?? We meet at Federation Square outside the information box thingo at 11.15-30am.You're all welcome so please come, we want as many mibbians as possible! (Even if you're not from Melbourne but you're visiting on holidays, still come along!)There is no ending time so you are welcome to leave...
April 17th, 2009 at 11:03am

The Nerve!

Oh my god. I can't believe this. I was on the computer last night and i came across an email my friend had sent me; it was about how this girl had posted blog about the Victorian Bushfire's. Do you know what she said? Here's a direct quote:Get ova itOmg :(I can't believe they took of fmy fave tv show just to talk about the fires. Thats so gay.Wtf, I wanted to watchh proper tv not listen to emo...
February 20th, 2009 at 09:10am

Melbourne Mibba Meet Up!

G'day Mibbians!How are you on this fabulous day?Calling all Mibbians from Melbourne, Australia!Have you ever wanted to meet your friends on Mibba? I sure have!Here's your chance, I'm trying to organise a meet up, and i was wondering if you were interested?Where: Probably the City, seeing as it is the central point.When: Haven't figured that bit out yet, but I'm thinking the holidays, when are you...
February 15th, 2009 at 08:56am

Plasmas and Zac Efron

I can't believe this, my school is soo stingy, seriously.I go to an all girls catholic school, we wear blazers, knee high socks, sun hats; the works.But that's not what I'm here to tell you about. I'm here to tell you how stingy they are.A Few Years Ago.They told us they would build a multipurpose court and they would rebuild our oval complete with a running track. The didn't. They built a...
February 6th, 2009 at 06:38am

Ideas?

Dear Mibba friends,How's it going? everyone had a good weekend?Okay, here's the deal.I'm going to a party and the theme is Rock stars. I have to dress up as someone from a rock band, but i wanna be able to pull it off; not crash and burn.I also don't wanna go as someone that everyone else would go as like a guy from Kiss.Be creative people! I need your ideas.I'd really appreciate the help! =]Oh!...
August 11th, 2008 at 09:22am

WHY?!

If there's ONE thing that i don't get; its THIS:Okay, so i say 'hey' to someone, and they to say hey back,BUT i come on-line and find that they have deleted their account, sure fine i don't really care it your account do what you wanna do;but when every one you were talking to yesterday has decided deleted their account, it makes you wonder why.So, does anyone now why they do that? what was the...
July 14th, 2008 at 08:40am

Bordisum

well most jornals posted are usually not worthwhile so i dont really see the point in them writing that.Yes, i have come to write about bordisum...well would you look at that? I've managed to write come instead of CUM hmm how remarkable.Yes, one must be bored at least once a day, if you aren't GO AWAY you faker, because that is totally wrong and there is no point what so ever for you reading this...
April 11th, 2008 at 10:44am

Sweating Blood.

Yeah, this has nothing really to do with the title unfortunatly.I'm sick, i cant breathe, i cant lift my arms, i cannot talk and im cramping. i had to go to school becasue of injections, but they just made me worst. :(I thougtht to myself, 'could this day get anywores?'haha at least i was right...so far. As bad as this sounds, im able to relax at home, sleep well and not get asked for the...
March 7th, 2008 at 05:09am

I Really Don't Care Anymore.

I don't. Life sucks, you try your best and isn't good enough.I'm always told to try HARDER, but what if your giving it your all? What if you cant possibly get any better? What if forcing yourself will ruin what you already have?People don't think of these things, well not when you need them to. I've buggered my right hamstring, I cannot possibly get my split. my left leg hurts like buggery and I'm...
February 29th, 2008 at 08:32am