Nobody is the perfect Christian. I'm sure even a pastor or priest lets the occasional "Oh my god" or "holy shit" slip here and there, it just happens.
Christians aren't puppets. We aren't bound to follow every single commandment, we aren't going to be denied access to Heaven just because we listen to My Chemical Romance or read about vampires, because Christians are not puppets.
I mean, I think everyone questions God every-so-often, but have you really accepted him in your life?
More importantly, how old are you? Age can also show your growth as a Christian. I'm 17, I accepted Christ at age 12, and I'm still growing in my faith. I still question God, because it's hard to believe something you can't see.
You say you feel weird right now. Do you feel like a warmth in your stomach or chest? Or sort of a queasy feeling?
If so, I've felt it to while talking about Christianity. I fully believe it is the holy spirit pulling on you, y'know?
Also, going to Church and saying your prayers aren't the only things you should do. Do you listen when God "speaks" to you? God speaks to people in many different ways such as other people, through prayer (yes, you aren't the only one who talks during prayer), holy spirit, and through the Bible. I've even been known to have life changing dreams, because I think God was in them, as insane as it sounds.
I'm probably just confusing you even more... but I hope I'm helping some.
Being bisexual is a sin. You don't go to hell for sinning because Jesus came and saved us from sin, so as long as you believe in God and follow him the best you can, you should be okay.
Keep going to Church and going to youth group. I'm bisexual, as well, but just keep in mind--Jesus saved us from sin.
Hmmm... If you look below your comment it'll tell you what time I sent a comment, then you can figure out the timezones from that. It's pretty fun to find out where people are in the world. (That sounded really stalkerish. It wasn't meant to come out like that).
Aw, I'm sorry.
My ex dumped me a while back to go out with my best friend.
And they're still together.
It takes all my might whenever I see them to just like...not kill them, y'know?