I feel like I’m falling. More like floating, actually. I’m suspended in the air; motionless and immobile. Every muscle in my body is frozen. My eyes flit and flutter but nothing is clear. Everything appears to me in a haze of blurs and colors.Nothing makes sense.I feel lost and accountable. I feel scared and guilty. I feel alone.I’ve caused my own suspended animation; I’m the reason for my...

I remember when I was younger, I would watch all those cool shows they showed on Nick at Nite.All the family shows with the married parents, plentiful kids, successful careers, and etc. I remember planning my future life around those shows....saying "when I get married I want to live in a house like that and have 6 kids and a maid and be a lawyer while my husband will be a doctor.Why isn't like...

Today. December 26th, 2010, is the start of something new.Although it is yet to be new years, I wanted to make this resolution now- to be serious about change...not to just put a date on it and file it under a New Year's Resolution I'll likely break in a swift week.I'm starting it today to show that this is not a resolution, but an absolution. This is a lifestyle change. This is happiness and...