So here is to the other friend that I miss dearly....I was about to start my freshman year of high school and well I was scared. i had my friends there who were starting at the high school with me but hey it's still scary. In our church there was a family who had moved there a year before so there middle daughter was joining our youth group and she and I were pretty close, since our mom's were in...

You know the greatest thing about growing up is making those friends that you care about the most. I love having those friends that no matter what you can just be yourself around and not worry about hiding your true self. In my past I have had a few of those but two that I cared about, that made an impact on my life and I would love to just write about them because they are two special guys that...

I sometimes feel like I am going no where in my life. After high school I left home and went off to college while my friends stayed home and went to a local college, which was fine. But over the last three years since we have finished high school I have watched my friends date and serious about guys. Some already have kids and most of them are married. I use to think that there was something wrong...

So I just need your opinion.So I am really close to this who I have been friends with since my freshman year ( I am a junior now). Well we have had Spanish together for three semesters now. Well thing is starting at the beginning of august he and I would go and study together. We would go to eat and then study while we were there. Which is totally cool because I mean we are friends. Well after the...

I am so tired. I am tired of everything in my life. I am so unhappy with what I am dealing with. Have the time I have to spend my days reminding myself that I can't just leave this place cause I still have my mom and I don't want to break her heart. There maybe my little sister keeping me here too. But that's the only people I have in this world. I mean what is the point. All my friends are off...

I have this voice in my head that is telling me that just not being here would be so much easier. I mean my dad would never have to pay child support again and he can go on having his little family with me not there, like he even knows that I am there. Then again I think that the only person who would even care if I am gone is my mom.People tend to forget the dead once they are gone so if I am...

So today was the first day back at school for me and well so far it has sucked pretty badly. Before school started my boss called me to let me know that I may not have a job. But guess what I have been doing since 9 am this morning...working. Yeah go figure. I don't know why but no one will tell me what's going on. I mean they won't tell me if they will still be able to use me this semester. So I...

So I just finished a story.It has taken me a few weeks to finish.I don't even have a title for it.I don't know if I want to post it on here or not.I mean I have a story on here but I don't think that its good at all. And I don't have anyone to read it. because if you read the Newbie entry you would see that no one around me knows that I really write. I don't really want to tell people because they...

Surrounded by people who are suppose to be living their life for Christ. How can we put on a face and let others see that ours lives are perfect. I know not everyones life is perfect. So why do we hide behind a mask and make our lives look perfect. We aren't in high school. In high school everyone trys to be who they aren't. Everyone wants to be the betst they can be. I am even guilty about doing...

So last week I went to eat with a friend of mine who I had not seen in about 4 months. He is like my older brother because we have been going to the same church since I was like 12 or before that even. Also his mom and my mom were good friends so yeah I mean I know this guy pretty well. Well when I started getting ready to go off to college I decided that I would go to a school that was 5 hours...

So now that I have spent a few days away from here I am going to finish talking about my summer (like anyone actually cares).So after spending two weeks with a family that I just loved I left there to go work with another pastor. I was excited about going but on the other hand I didn't want to go. At first I was just thinking that I wasn't the person to be going and working with a church planter....

I sat at the computer today and looked at pictures from the summer. I am amazed at how much I have changed in the last few months.I have had friends from other states that I really miss, but I have never missed anyone like I miss the people that I worked with and along side of this summer. I have a longing to be back there, to be back among the ones who drink, curse, and are doing drugs. I long to...

Hey I am so new here. But I love to write. Its funny cause in reality no one around me really knows that I love to write. I will sit down and just write pages at a time. I know that I am not the best at writing but I do love it. I want to become better at it. I mean it would be so cool to actually publish a book someday but I am sure that will never happen. I mean I am in college as a history...