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It won't fix Julie either, it's just... Douwe describes Julie as a timebomb :/ everyone sees she's dying, we're just all waiting for the day :s idk... she always says she doesn't want to live past 30 so that's a thing we know but it wouldn't surprise me if she died before the age of 18 :s

could you delete that after you read it?:s it's kinda weird if someone else reads that

I'm so sorry... God, this is so horrible

I called Douwe, her best friend and she says she has them all the time and he says to not touch her because he's the closest person to her -she sometimes think he's Evan because they look a lot alike, the way they talk, the way they write all those things and she even pushed him away and not just a small push :s
but she's been through a lot of those things, she lost like over twelve people in less than a year :s this is shit damn, it's so unfair that people have to go through those kinds of things... especially at such a young age :/ i wish I could make it all better for you and for Julie ugh :(

Sorry I'm really shocked, 'cause I've never really seen her cry I mean sometimes she starts crying out of the blue but she tries to hide it and all but damn... i'm really freaked out right now D: did you have this too? I mean, she like slamming her body against the wall but like pushing it away? She's pulling her hair out, scratching her face and screaming and crying and ugh :/ I seriously don't know what to do oO did you have that too? Omfg;.. I'm so fucking sorry you had to go through all of that... fuck... ugh, I'm so sorry love :( god...

I completely know how you feel 'cause there are moment where I just go sit with my cat or my hamster and cry or talk to them. But it doesn't help to make it all better, they're gone and ugh sorry... I'll let Matthias talk again I can't do this :/
Sorry, Julie is err yeah >< she's crying sorry :s but seriously, it'll keep hurting but you just can't give up...

Well, Julie is with me now and she says "I wish I could say it'd all get better, but it won't. It won't ever get better because you lost the person you love the most, you'll never love someone the way you loved him... but you just have to find a positive thing to live for... I only live for my best friend -because he's been through way too much- and for the gigs I go to, because at those moments I feel alive but even then when a certain song gets played I feel horrible... it's always gonna hurt and maybe you'll have moments where it hurts less... but you just have to find something that can make you smile at least once a day... or something"

Don't ever say that, everyone deserves to live and at least he chose to end it himself. He didn't suffer from a disease or he didn't get into a caraccident... he wanted it to end and all you can do is pray and hope he's happy wherever he is now

No you won't... Julie tried to help Evan... he had tried to commit suicide before and he promised her "I'll never do it again because now I have you" and five days later he slit his throat... seriously, you can't help them... they made their decission... i'm sorry, but don't ever blame yourself... I have to go eat now, brb :o

Okay, this might sound weird but I've heard all those exact words before and you might wanna talk to Julie? She lost her boyfriend and well... this is something she once said to someone I know "They never wanted anyone to see the signs they send out, you can't blame yourself for what happened because they're where they want to be and all we can do is be happy that they could do what makes them happy. They wouldn't want you to blame yourself, because it was their decission and it made them happier" well what she said was actually way better but it's a long time ago so it's hard to remember :s but yeah...

Sorry, I was out.
I'd love to say 'I know what you're going true' but I don't, because I've lost a countless amount of friend to suicide. And I know someone who lost her boyfriend and everyone says she changed but I mean... no one knows what she's going through, all I know is that it's rough and if you need someone to talk to... I'll be there for you... okay?

Did he pass away?

Awhh, but you know... most of my friends haven't done had more too? I mean, it's not a bad thing to be single... you only get your heartbroken if you're with someone?

Because Dylan answered me and yeah, I was just really worried about him that something might be wrong or he wanted to break up and all D: so yeah, I'm really ahhhh xd hahaha xD

I'm pretty fucking amazing haha, well, could've been better but I'm still good haha xD idk... I'm confused? Yeah, that's the best way to describe my mood xD and watching Hannah Montana forever :D xD

How are you today, love?:)

Cool (:

Hello :'3

I like so many of them; but there's always one little thing that I don't like so I can never use it. I'm too picky D:

Sameee; I was getting so sick of the one I had before, but I always sucked at making them. So I just took a reallyy basic one and messed with it. xD
But ughh -__- takes so much patience. I give so much credit to the people who have like; websites fuuuuull of them that are way more complicated. That must take so much time, hhaha.