I am trapped in what seems like a cold, small box. I alone, with no one to comfort me in my most miserable days.I am lost. I am confused and hurt. I am a vulnerable being, susceptible to any form of injury. Throughout a large portion of my life, I have felt only pain, an aching heart and soul. The pain is engulfing me slowly, and will continue until it devours me completely.However, I was given...

I go through each day with a pain that can never will diminish. I feel unloved. I am a burden to everyone and everything.I don't see a point in my existence. The people who I thought loved me really consider me a burden, and I feel so betrayed by it.The friends that I have known for the longest consider me a nuisance. It makes my heart hurt every time I think about it.For this very reason, the...

I stayed home today, which isn't something I usually like to do, and it doesn't mean I liked doing it today. There is a feeling that is in me... and I really want it to leave. But it won't.The feeling is something desolate. It is an empty feeling, something I think is filled with some sorrow, maybe even loneliness. I don't quite understand it. It feels odd. I don't think I felt like this before,...

****This is Dedicated to My Friends: The Greatest Family a Person Could Ask For****Listening to some old music, the old memories and feelings flood back, as if I experienced them just yesterday...I remember the times where I would laugh at almost anything, and everyone started to join in. I remember the times where I would dive myself into hundreds of books, getting into heated discussions with my...