I hope that whatever happens this year I will be happy. It's not exactly a typical resolution, I guess. I just wish to become more content with my life and not to want to cry often in the slightest. I'm going to continue to do my best in school. I've always put a lot of effort in my studies. I think this year I've learned to not stress and continue to do my best. I've done a pretty good job so...

I feel like a mess. My heart has been torn for I don't even know how long. Here are some of the relationships I've had in my life.I've always wondered if I was abused once when I was super little, but I'm not fully sure. I think if I was sexually abused, it was from my uncle (through an old marriage). I don't see him anymore, since my aunt divorced him years ago. He may not have even done...