Little miss negative Nelly is back for just a second.Mibba UpdateI’ve been avoiding Mibba lately for two reasons:1) It’s pretty well dead anymore2) If I allow myself on the site, I’ll never get anything doneThis update is just to tell you guys that I’m well aware that I have not finished the giveaway for my candy bowl. Things have been beyond stressful and I’ve had multiple mini...

I’m just chillin on my bed, avoiding studying, listening to The 1975, and eating those wonderful winter Oreos. Actually to be completely honest, I think I’ve made myself sick with all the sweets I’ve eaten tonight. But what the hell? You only live once, eat unhealthy foods and binge watch criminal minds. At least that’s what I’ve done the last… two days? Maybe three? I’m at a point...

So I believe I have seen two or three users on here mention Poshmark. I'm a curious kind of person, so I looked it up. Now, I'm very interested. I got my last check from my old job today and I'm already down to $60.00 to live on for the next two weeks.So maybe this is a good way to get a little extra money? I really need it now because I'm struggling so badly, it's not even funny.I don't remember...

I'm just in a talkative mood. I just feel like chatting. I mean I'm talking to my boyfriend, but he doesn't count because he's a boy and he's kinda lame. (I swear I mean that in a loving way)Let's talk about my blog layout, shall we? I just love The 1975. Like so much. My friend dragged me to Minnesota last year to see them and I'm so glad she did. I never listened to them until I was actually at...

I’m so dumb sometimes that I amaze myself.I’m going to be in a Dietetics program.And yet, I’m fat. My main course is usually some sort of potato chip or soup and I literally haven’t exercised once in the last four to five months.What the hell?I’m honestly rather disgusted in myself. I’ve always been a bit disappointed that it took me so long to decide what I wanted to do. And it’s...

Guys!! Be proud of me! After six days (3 of which I had no Internet on my computer and 1 of which I was too dizzy to stand up) I finally started my candy bowl stuff! I finished photo comments, story recs, and if this site would load, I’d be done with poem comments too!Of course, I blew off my homework tonight to do this. So be psyched!Or not. It really doesn’t matter. Mibba takes a buttload of...

Every single one of you on here that is in college. How do you do it? How do you learn everything you need to, continue to have friends, work, and write for enjoyment? Please inform me? Is there a magical pill to take to make this happen? Because I want it.-On that note, I'm considering doing NaNo this time. I haven't attempted it in like three years or so. I haven't set up a page yet because I'm...

I'm not even going to go in order of the title so sorry for being a scatter brain.I'm using my phone right now so once again, I apologize for mistakes.Not sure if anyone even saw it but I posted a panicky blog earlier today. After I calmed myself down a bit, I deleted it. I got some news related to my job today that made me a little less panicky. The pants they gave me won't fit because it's...

I doubt that people are so into the candy bowl thing that they'll protest my usage of Mibba when I have yet to complete anything, but I'm actually here to explain.I've been having a hard time with school and on top of that I just quit my job. So I'm super stressed 105% of the time. I want to do my candy bowl, but I don't have Internet Internet at the moment. I'm using the data on my phone with my...

Haha.Kidding.It's not cancelled, but it is most definitely closed. I'm very frustrated though, I'll tell you what. I didn't make rules for the fun of it.When there is 2 of something available, 20 people can not have it. Only 2. But apparently people don't pay attention or maybe they don't care or maybe the world really is filled with sneaky lil people that try to get away with whatever they can....

I'm a last minute type of person for everything. So, I obviously couldn't do this until everyone else has finished putting theirs up and all interest has subsided.-_-I know, I'm not the smartest. And I didn't change my themes or layouts or anything because I'm not creative enough and never have any time.**I would like to note that I'm super insecure so if no one wants anything within like an hour...

I'm going to be honest. I've lost all motivation again. Of course, I don't just mean for writing. I mean for everything. I don't care about school. I don't care about my new job. I don't care about my old job. I don't want to go anywhere or see anyone or do anything. Unfortunately, that's unrealistic. So I'll keep studying for school. I'll pretend to like my job. I'll tell everyone at my old one...

Christmas is my absolute favorite time of year. I love Christmas lights, cookies, and all the pretty yard decorations. Every Christmas, I go all out. I spend $100+ on each of my parents(including step-dad). This year, I also have my boyfriend to shop for as well.And I have $0 saved up.Do you know why? I got depressed and spent my savings around January of this year. Then I tried to save up again,...

I've been thinking of starting a contest. I did one a long time ago, but I went through a rough patch of depression and then lost my Internet access on top of it so I never finished it out. Of course, before I create the contest, I feel like I need to come up with prizes that I'm capable of. I'm not good with creating layouts and banners. I don't really know much about poetry either.So I'm...

This day has been…I don’t even have a word for it at this point. I mean I can try, but...shittydisappointingsadunpleasantstressfulunluckysuckythose words just don't seem to do it.I had to work today and that actually went really well, but it made me sad. I'm going to miss it there so much and if it weren't for how much I really need a closer job to home, I wouldn't be leaving. Everyone found...

I feel like all I ever talk about anymore is college. I mean, it is a big part of a person's life so I shouldn't feel so bad about it. I realize that those around me have equally and even more important things going on, but I just feel so stressed and so stuck on school that I can't begin to care about what they're dealing with.It's kinda like writing. I have an idea for a story that I'm really...

Well I went in to do the paperwork for my new job today. All I can really say is, wow. They definitely don’t mess around. I signed at least 200 papers today. Then I watched quite possibly the most boring video ever created. Then I got to do some incredibly fun online training.I don’t know if I mentioned this before, but taking this job wasn’t entirely a choice I made. My grandpa works there...

Let me just start by saying, I'm aware this is my second blog today. I shouldn't write every time I have a thought because eventually it's going to get annoying but today has been horrible and really good at the same time.Since I'm a pessimist surrounded by optimists, I'll start with the good parts of my day.- I got the job! No one officially told me, "hey you're hired." But they did ask me to...

So my username is my real name or part of it anyway. In my blogs, I tend to write about things that actually happen to me and one of my stories(though it is very old and not good) literally describes the part of me that I'm least proud of. Somehow though I've known all this information for years, I've never connected the fact that my friends and family that know I have used this site for so long...

Well this time it's not dead dead. It can be fixed. Unfortunately it can't be fixed until this weekend though so I'm without a car until then. I'll have to rely on my family and friends and boyfriend to give me rides until it's fixed. In fact, no one could help me this morning and my cousins boyfriend or exboyfriend or whatever they are stopped to help me. This guy is seriously the nicest guy ever...