I'm Such a Terrible Writer!

So, it's literally been over 2 months since I've actually updated any of my stories and I feel awful. I've neglected my poor babies and my poor ovely, lovely readers! Don't worry guys, I haven't died, no one in my family has died, nothing bad has happened, I've just been working and volunteering a lot over the past couple of months, along with moving back to the Midwest, because the summer has...
July 26th, 2015 at 12:20pm

Centuries

I've been feeling a bit down today, but things have been up since I preordered Centuries and got a working link to hear Centuries (and listen to Pete on the radio) and I've been in a goofy little high since. I'm in love right now with fall out boy again and the new song.My aunt is feeling a lot better too! She's talking again, but not in English, so I've been translating a lot for my mom, but...
September 8th, 2014 at 10:29pm

Is the World Turning Against Me?

Apparently some of my stories got deleted off of mibba? I'm confused; it was some of the shorter stories I've written and my co-writes, so I'm honestly confused. I think something is out to get me. It's as if the world is turning against me and trying to drive me insane.I guess I'll just stick to writing what I like then; I'm done with short stories and co-write since I've been deleted from...
September 1st, 2014 at 12:55am

Update on Life

Things in my life haven't been going so well lately. I've been missing my father more than anything, I've lost a lot of friends, I broke up with my boyfriend, and my aunt's health is fading. I'm losing everything I love.I have terrible anxiety that's getting worse by the day. I'm afraid to leave my apartment, I just stay inside writing or crying. My life has become so closed and pathetic. I write...
August 29th, 2014 at 04:19am

Anxiety & Break Ups; AKA I Hate My Life at the Moment

I feel as if I've been MIA forever. This is the only social networking site I'm not at the moment, due to the fact I am a paranoid freak.Anyway, this post isn't about that, this post is to let all the people reading my stories what's been going on. I apologize about the absence of updates. I had a huge scare the day before last, and it's hard to put into words because I barely understand what went...
July 31st, 2014 at 04:46pm

Life Is Weird

My head has been so weird lately. I've seen my doctor about my moods, he seems to believe that I have manic depression, along with some anxiety, but he needs to asses me some more before placing an official diagnosis. I'm going to be seeing a therapist on Thursday as well, so maybe I can get some help on all this crazy and painful thoughts I have.I needed to vent, that's the reason for this blog...
February 26th, 2014 at 05:38am

What a great time to be alive

First Fall Out Boy reunited, but then My Chemical Romance breaks up, AND NOW MIDTOWN IS BACK?! What a turn of events for my musical life, anyone else with me?I'm pretty positive Midtown took my concert cherry, I can't remember if I saw the Misfits first in New York or Midtown in New Jersey right before they broke up, back when MySpace was big and I became friends with Rob Hitt, telling him how...
February 17th, 2014 at 06:16pm

Do you wanna build a snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman!

I got to visit some of my favorite little people at the hospital today; one little girl name Kya asked me if I had seen Frozen, and I said no, and then she went on and started singing a song from the movie and now it's stuck in my head. Kya was in for a bone marrow transplant and I basically was talking to her to keep her calm as the nurses gave her anesthesia; she sang the song till she fell...
February 17th, 2014 at 05:20am

Happy Valentine's Day [update on my life]

It's 7:45 here in San Diego and I finished packing to head back to Chicago indefinitely. My boyfriend said it was raining there and I totally miss it. Here in California it's kinda warm, I miss the snow and the lights and the cold air and Mattie and so does Sid (my dog). I'm leaving tonight at 10 and I can't freaking wait, I spent the good half of the day joking on the phone with him, and it made...
February 15th, 2014 at 04:54am

Losing "me"

Little things are starting to get to me and I feel like I'm falling apart. Part of the time I'm okay and I'm happy and I can write all day long. Another part of me is crying and breaking down and hating everyone.I have no clue what's wrong with me.I had a stressful week, like I hadn't had in over 2 years. I'm afraid I'm turning my boyfriend off and that I'm annoying my mom with my drama. Though,...
October 13th, 2013 at 05:46am

All good things must come to an end...even in a paragraph

Rest in Peace to My Chemical Romance.My little dark heart is slightly broken. The band will be missed, but I can't entirely say that I wasn't expecting it.It sucks that it's over, especially with the small 5 sentence note on their website, but you could actually feel it. Gerard's more into his comics and Frank is happy being a dad, Mikey is losing his mind with being happy and in love on the west...
March 23rd, 2013 at 06:55pm

My stories...

My stories are in a jumble of the mess in my head. I have so many things I want to write and what I want to take things. It's hard to write it out exactly.My Pete Wentz trilogy is being rewritten: Take This To Your Grave and This Is Me & You. Without You I'm Just Me is on a small hiatus at the moment; don't worry, I will finish it.The rewrite(s) came to me just as I got Gray; there's so much I...
February 26th, 2013 at 09:23am

This is probably the dumbest thing ever...

I honestly do know what's wrong with me. It's probably really -No, extremely dumb- I can't seem to want to write about a certain person in my stories.Alright, I won't be an ass and not say who it is.Basically, I can't seem to have the urge or need to write about Mikey Way anymore. It's dumb, yes, I know, but I can't. Is that weird? It's a stupid excuse, right?I'm trying to force something out of...
February 12th, 2013 at 07:29pm

My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark

It was 9 am this morning when my mom screamed at me to put it on the radio. Mind you, she's 47 years old, driving on to work in the freezing Chicago weather and called me on my phone and was literally screaming at me: "Alison put it on the radio! Fall Out Boy is back! We're going to see them! Turn on the radio!! Hurry up, you lazy ass! Turn on the radio or the google or whatever!"I did not believe...
February 4th, 2013 at 07:34pm

What's wrong with me?

I've been feeling so frustrated lately. I don't know what's wrong with me.I feel like I'm stuck on a hamster wheel, especially with my writing. I keep going and going, and nothing makes sense. My insomnia and depression is creeping up on me. I'm feeling how I felt when my dad died.My mom is too busy to notice, and I don't blame her. My mom works hard, still trying to give me the world. I feel like...
September 26th, 2012 at 12:34pm

Half Dead

Alright, so I don't visit the homepage of mibba often. Well, never at all really. My browser is already set to take me to my stories so I can update them.Anyway, the point to this blog entry:I got a few new comments and recs on Half Dead, and I was wondering why all of a sudden, you know what I mean? But, I thought, like someone really popular just recommended it and their friends liked it. I...
September 21st, 2012 at 04:48am