Sex – a simple, innocent, three-letter word that can both be an essential practice in life and have a connotation that causes the snickering heard in the back of a school bus. Students may moan at the awkward situation a course in sexual education may force them to be placed in, but it is necessary class for them to take. I don’t believe our school has the right idea of distributing the...

I can't hug my mom, and she complains if I link arms with her. "Ohhh I'm in so much pain don't touch me."today I hugged my dad tightly as a thanks for being nice to me and his back gave out. He puked, got a migraine, then started complaining the rest of the day.I am legally a cripple. If I dropped out of school right now, I could go on disability. But you know what? I'd rather do something with...

I worked all day to pay some more of my car insurance that I'll need for next year, seeing as I'm never going to have more than my temporary job.I've saved about $250 in the past three weeks, and I have $90 to blow. (most likely I will buy a shit ton of merch at the All Time Low concert)My mother is unable to do a lot, so I've been working around the house a lot more to show my appreciation. All...

no more medicine.no more misunderstandings.no more standing alone in the rain for hours, trusting someone will save me.no more leaning on people.no more broken heart.no more bleeding heart.no more need for open heart surgery.no more "you can't do this"no more feeling like the human version of Nemono more forced smilesno more saying "oh, it's nothing."no more apathyno more desire for sympathy.no...

Could've been great during school, you know.I've been thinking and analyzing like an investigator, creating possible tangents in my mind and fantasizing about the future or about things that could only happen within my own mind; it's extremely stimulating.I will be without Internet for a few days, sadly, which means I'll have a while to indulge in my wave of familiarity of the world - something...

I'm in such a weird place.I've been feeling even more off than normal.I feel like part of me wants to be a goody that studies, reads, obeys, sits alone to collect itself, works, and isn't happy, but safe - and the other part of me wants to think freely, feel, get tattoos, break rules, pierce itself, explore - but I can't turn into either.I can't find a way to do either. I do need a change, I know...

My medication helps a lot, but it's weird.I decided when the year started, I'd keep a journal every day. When I got my medicine, I decided to start documenting the entire thing to see what it does and how it would change me.At first, nothing.Weeks passed, nothing.About three weeks in, my desire for my own blood to spill went over the edge. I only wrote of suicide, how I was worthless, how the...

When you think about it, women are evil. Especially to each other. We undermine, steal each other's boyfriends, tear each other apart, act fake around our own friends sometimes.I find it hard to fully trust other chicks, since I know my own tendencies. But, there are always exceptions.I broke into the fangirl scene when I was much younger, I believe I was 8 or 9 when I became obsessed with Green...

I’ve got a bat, a couple of condoms. A new addiction and a promise to Jump. We could  make this purple. Together, we could thrust. If only you’d spit, do you remember me? I know you’ve jumped this a thousand times, but I’ve become running in your long dick. How many of us would swim back to you? Only to tell you that we say goodbye? Hey, Jude.I already miss the way you thrusted me. Your...

What I'm saying is...Stuff like the math we are forced to learn pisses me off. Sure in college for being engineers we'll need to know algebra and whatever. But... Can't we learn more about money? Budgets? Statistics? The stock market?And science! More biology, less chemistry. Biology pertains to everyone. We should know about our bodies especially. Like, I had no idea what fevers were until I took...

Downloading the Internet on the wii takes too long. And Mario runs in a circle NOT breaking the bricks above his head.Mario needs to learn manners and walk AROUND the effing goombas and junk. Why the hell would you JUMP on someone you don’t like just to get around? Seriously bro?Also, wtf is up with the floating blocks? Is the sky painted on a wall or something? Or is it a product of the...

Felicia Jones – the happy, lucky, fortunate son of John.Last time I checked, I was the unlucky daughter of Ted.I always thought my name was bland and simply a mouthful; three-syllable first names are too much, at least as far as I can tell. I would have enjoyed a shorter, more tolerable, perhaps unique name.I remember specifically talking to my best friend, B, about this, how I would change my...

Passenger Seat - The Summer SetIt's midnight, I'm outside your windowshit the fence, Dad will never knowFell in love with you in my pants And then you took control of the sexy manAnd turned into all the songs I knowI'm loveing everythingAnd that's alright with duck Roll down the macestrongly get caughtmexican, no one will know Just sweep stephen off my feet againMy new shitty exI'll be...

Random thoughts 2/22/11 6:56-7:03Lots of Lameflame followers today thanks to B.Haha, that atl interview she showed me.If I was a pornstar, my name would be Felicia Bones.I wish people would stop using the word "leary." it's not helping my obsession.Wtf does that even mean? I know what weary is, but... Huh?Speaking of, wth is "isssa bikkyy!?"I want a cookie.I should loose weight.I wonder if anyone...

It’s weird, what a few weeks can do to you.I came to my new home out of place and awkward, hiding from myself and afraid to expose who I really was to the people around me. I’d been gripped by unknowns for such a long time, an uneasy feeling that threatened to drive me crazy. I’d be terrified of falling asleep at night; afraid of the nightmares I was sure to have. I was frightened to wake...

I can't place my finger on it.There's some kind an uneasiness swelling in my chest; like a warning, almost. Maybe my heart will be torn apart once again? Maybe someone I care about is leaving me? Or is it all in my head, finally manifesting into something bigger due to a big change in my life and the way I think? I feel a sudden emptiness, the urge to just give up on everything. I want to simply...