I'm gay.Not bisexual, Not bi curious, not experimental, just plan flat out gay. Well, I guess technically I'm a lesbain, because I'm a girl who likes girls.In a way, I've always known. Girls we're always beautiful to me, and boys where just toys, things to play with. Practice to me.Coming out is a bitch. I've told friends, and they say they still love me. It's like if I robbed a bank or something,...

I have a problemNot a love problem, or a life problem, well atleast not one that I'm adressing in this Journal entry.But a writing problem, which I'm sure the fine writers of mibba can help me solve.I want to right a story, plot is no problem, charecters, and everything is fine.But rejection is one issue. I couldn't stand people hating my work. I'd be crushed if I poured my heart and soul into a...

Okay, something has really been bothering me lately. Everyone seems sad, no one seems happy, and the world writes it off as teen angst. I look around my classes, and no one is happy.I know I'm not.No one is really happy, I guess. IT's hard to be happy, I guess I'm just not meant to be happy, it's like I'm suppose to be a supporting actress in my own life. I accept that, but it's that no one else...