This is for you brother. 11 years have went by and still I can't get the memories out of my head. I miss you so much. I wish their was a way to bring you back. But there is not. Things were bad back then brother. Mommy left us when I was 3 and you were 7. Daddy drank all the time and was abusive. All I had left in life was you. We were closer than ever. Sure we got into fights sometimes but we...

Your not a monster. You are perfect. I know you say that you are horrible and that I deserve better than you. But it's not true. I love you no matter what you say. You are everything to me. I wake up just to hear you say I Love You Chris. Those words bring me life. Without you I don't know what I would do. I would have probably killed myself by now if it wasnt for you. With all the things that...

Why do people do this? Why are they so cruel? I did nothing wrong. Why do people have to make fun of us for what we look like what we wear, what music we like, and who we like. I don't get it. And it is ticking me off. It never really bothered me until now. Two guys did something to me that made me change forever. For people who don't know this I am gay and I have a boyfriend. His name is Shawn....