I need.I need to speak.But the words are gone.All the words have dried up and flown away.And the silence they leave behind is defining, crushing.Oppressing.I need to forget.I really want to, I honestly do.But I can't seem to find the strength.The words haven't all left.They DO come back... slowly.Slowly.Painfully slowly.But the disappointment that follows is just as crushing.Because when the words...

OK, so the average Mibbian is in their teens, or just out of. Most of us hate where we are right now and can't see where we are going, if anywhere. So is that a reason to go and off yourself? Everyone it seams is having troubles and wants to commit suicide just to make the pain stop. How smart is that really?You think you have it worse than everyone else. But don't you think that there might be...

I'm screwed up.I don't know how or why, my life is great.I'm trying to not make this sound complainey or nonconformingly depressing.But I'm still screwed up.I have had time to think a lot lately.But I'm always trapped in my thoughts so I can never sort anything out.I just go around in circles, not actually ever going anywhere.It doesn't help.I try to drown out my thoughts.But whenever the music...

Ummm, I'm not really good at things like this, expressing emotion and all that crap. But I'll give it a shot. Gi, in your journal, you said that you were afraid that you would fall. Here is an exert of your most recent journal."Empty.Yup. That describes my life in the past month. Today, I woke up smiling, however. I was happy to be alive. KTF was about to be delivered.Honestly, half my spazing was...

I hate childrenI hate loud annoyancesI hate annoyances in generalI hate morningsI hate the clingyI hate coldI hate wetI hate warmthI hate false kindnessI hate mortalityI hate people who think they are immortalI hate disturbancesI hate chaosI hate losing controlI hate repetitivenessI hate the mundaneI hate the averageI hate obsessionI hate labelsI just hate people in generalI hate those who degrade...

As the name suggests, I am more than slightly bored now. Cue disclaimer.~*side note, this isn't exactly made to be seen by anyone. it's just a collaboration of all my thoughts as they happen. If your lost, well, that's just too bad for you, isn't it? pardon spelling and grammar issues*~As I was saying before i was so rudely interrupted, *coughs loudly at voice in head. voice in head shrugs and...

~*sidenote, this isn't exactaly made to be seen by anyone. it's just a collaberation of all my thoughts and feelings as thay happen. if you're lost, well, that's just too bad for you, isn't it? pardon spelling and grammer issues.*~You know how I keep a writen journal, not just this? 'Course ya do. You, reader, are a contingent of my mind, manifesting my thoughts into some sub-natural figure of...

~*sidenote, this isn't exactaly made to be seen by anyone. it's just a collaberation of all my thoughts and feelings as they happen. if your lost, well, that's too bad for you, isn't it? pardon spelling and grammer issues*~*disclaimer-if you become incredibly bored or lost because you haven't read the Harry Potter books or have and are increadibly magicaly knoligebly lacking, then Shut Off Your...

~*sidenote, this isn't exactaly made to be seen by anyone. it's just a collaberation of all my thoughts and feelings as thay happen. if you're lost, well, that's just too bad for you, isn't it? pardon spelling and grammer issues.*~I'm deathly bored and supposed to be doing chores, so I have decided to talk about stuff on here. Arn't you soooooo happy that I chose to journal is so public a place,...

ummm... i'm kinda pissed right now.~*sidenote, this isn't exactly made to be seen by anyone. it's just a collaberation of all my thoughts as they happen. if your lost, well, thats just too bad for you, isn't it? pardon spelling and grammer issues*~My sister got an account here and has been realy annoying (more than usual) lately. Like she was "sick" today. She groned around a little and my mom...