So I Know I've Been Gone a While and Here's an Explanation

Basically I've been in a really bad place with my mental heath. Ironically, my last post on here was the start of the journey to start getting myself better but it had been really hard the past few months.Up until about two months ago all I did was lay in bed or sit on the sofa, I had no motivation to do anything. Doing anything was such an effort. It got to the point when I couldn't go to work...
August 19th, 2015 at 08:37pm

Gerard Way and I Finally Got My Mental Health Sorted Out!

Okay so first off Gerard Way is actually coming to Cardiff. I got tickets too! I'm so excited, I pre-ordered his solo album yesterday, plus the vinyl even though I can't play it. I can't wait to see him live, I heard he was really good at Reading and Leeds. His new stuff is so good as well, I like Action Cat the best so far ^.^Also, I actually went to the doctor yesterday and finally admitted I...
September 26th, 2014 at 08:44pm

Should I Confront My Friend?

I haven't posted anything in a while but I've been going through some stuff and this is one of my main problems.I've known this person for about 10 years, it's such a long time, and we used to really close. He only lives up the road from me usually but since he's staying at uni now and since he left about two years ago he's turned out to be not such a nice person.I used to blame myself for it; he...
September 7th, 2014 at 07:55pm

They Found Drugs in the Bathroom at Work and Now Everyone's Being Punished

Basically the title says it all. Someone found a tiny bit of marijuana by the sink in the men's bathroom at work. Now the bosses are kicking right off. Everyone was called into the office and my boss literally said that "I don't know who's responsible so it's possible that all temporary members of staff will be fired and all permanent members of staff will be suspended and reprimanded unless the...
June 7th, 2014 at 09:06pm

My Gerbil Is Ill and Won't Eat - Help!

Yesterday I noticed he seemed to be drooling a lot, and by a lot I mean his chest was literally soaked, and he seemed really lethargic. I took him to the vet this morning because I was worried about overgrown teeth and the vet said his tooth is broken. He didn't say a lot about the tooth but said he also has a nasal infection which I received antibiotics for.I got back from the vet about seven...
April 21st, 2014 at 12:35am

So Something Really Freaky Is Happening in My House at the Moment and I Don't Know What to Do

It all started a few years ago, my sister woke up in the middle of the night. She saw a shape that roughly looked like a person standing by her bedroom wall. Her room is pretty small and her bed is next to the window and she saw the shape 'standing' in the centre of the wall next to her bed. She was really scared, and said she felt like it was talking to her and it said her name. She was really...
April 13th, 2014 at 10:11pm

So I finally got my shiny Charmander

Some guy, who may have every well been a pedophoile, traded my little sister a bunch of shiny pokemon and she gave me the charmander she got! It was honestly the best moment of my life. It's now a level 76 Charizard, who is pretty darn strong.I also got a shiny Eevee in trades which is evolved into an Umbreon, who is super precious.I completed the National Pokedex about ten minutes ago and after...
March 11th, 2014 at 10:18pm

I know I disappeared, but it was Pokemon's fault

It started off with a game.Such an addictive game.I've pretty much solidly played it for four months. I have no life anymore. The only time I have a break is when I'm eating or sleeping. I would say working but 90% of the time in work I'm thinking about Pokemon.My life has been destroyed due to the fact that I cannot get a shiny Charmander for the life of me. I really want one. I am desperate. I...
February 1st, 2014 at 11:28pm

How do you react when someone compliments you? + My lucky cat

I mean this is a serious question. I do not know how to react when someone says something nice about me to me.Like before someone in work asked if I wore mascara and I said no and they told me how lovely and dark my eyelashes were and because I didn't know what to say I just told them how my eyelashes tend to fall into my eye and blind me and she never spoke to me again.I just don't know what to...
September 28th, 2013 at 09:28pm

I'm starting to try and be more body positive and what improvments I've made so far (this is just me basically bragging about my self improvement)

Yeah so it says it all in the title. I tried this before and it went a lot better than expected so I'm going to try the next step up.The first time round I went from 'normal' jeans to black skinnies, then I brought red one's, and ripped up and pair of blacks and wore purple tights underneath, and then my red one's ripped so I brought a purple pair. Then I cut down an old pair of jeans into shorts,...
September 15th, 2013 at 09:25pm

ANOTHER POKEMON X AND Y FREAK OUT AND SOME STUFF ABOUT MY DS

OKAY SO THIS IS GOING TO CONTAIN SPOILERS SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW SPOILERS THEN DON'T READ THIS, OKAY? OKAY.I TAKE IT YOU GUYS HAVE THE SEEN THE FACT THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY GET KANTO STARTERS AND THE LAST STAGES ARE FREAKING MEGA EVOLUTIONS?? MEGA CHARIZARD LOOKS SO AWESOME I CAN'T SPEAK. I FREAKED OUT FOR TEN MINUTES WHEN I SAW HIM AND WAS HYPERVENTILATING AND SHAKING WHICH IS PROBABLY A...
September 13th, 2013 at 10:01pm

I think I'm about to become a mass ***ed (aka I'm really, really annoyed right now)

**This is probably going to contain swearing because I'm really irritated**First of all my step dad is being the most annoying little bitch on the face of the planet. He keeps on making nasty comments about the way I dress. He keeps on telling me that I have to keep my bedroom door closed because apparently my gerbils smell but NO ONE ELSE CAN SMELL THEM. I think he just wants me to stay locked up...
September 11th, 2013 at 09:43pm

BOTH A7X AND BMTH HAVE NEW MUSIC VIDEOS OUT TODAY!!!

LIKE SERIOUSLY I CANNOT COPE. THEY ARE TWO OUT OF MY THREE FAVORITE BANDS. I CANNOT.HAIL TO THE KING WAS JUST SO ASDFGHJKL MATT'S HAIR LOOKS SO AWESOME WHEN HE'S SWINGING IT AROUND. SYN IS LOOKING SO HOT IT'S NOT FUNNY. JOHNNY KINDA LOOKS LIKE A PERVERT BUT I CAN LIVE WITH THAT. ALSO IT'S SO GREAT TO SEE ARIN IN A MUSIC VIDEO. HE KILLED IT. GO ARIN!THE BMTH VIDEO IS FABULOUS TOO. I LOVE CAN YOU...
August 16th, 2013 at 08:32pm

I shall most likely be posting more regularly soon and Pokemon X and Y

I've been super busy lately, I started working again and I don't have as much free time so I haven't been writing as much as I like. I've also ha quite a lot of problems with motivating myself, I sit down to do some writing and it takes me am hour to write 100 words.However, I have been writing. I'm working on some new stuff (a supernatural brimmy, a high school mimmy, a Johnlock one shot, a...
August 11th, 2013 at 08:52pm

My deathbat is now DONE!

He took two and a quater hours and cost anopther £100 but he was so worth it, this is my deathbat!Isn't he gorgeous.I named him Arnold, Arnie for short.My arm is currently swollen twice it's usual size, or half of it is at least.If you ask me, he looks better than the original picture.The guy who did it was awesome. He was really nice and kinda wacky. He kept on saying I was hard because I didn't...
July 27th, 2013 at 09:32pm

Reason's why I hate the Eragon film

This was inspired by James Barnes; blog.**warning, contains film and book spoilers**I am a massive fan of all four of the books. I've read them all a hundred times. That's why I hate the movie so much.I'll start at the beginning with all the mistakes I can remember without having to re-watch the film.First of all, Arya is an elf. In the book, it is pointed out multiple times that she has pointed...
July 26th, 2013 at 08:22pm

I think it's official, I don't have any real life friends now

I've been best friends with this guy for nearly 10 years now, in school, where we met, we were always together and people were always like "Omg you two are so going out" and of course we denied it because we weren't, but he's started to not talk to me. At all.It started at the beginning of last summer, he was going to Uni and I wasn't. He practically stopped talking to me when the holidays...
July 26th, 2013 at 07:56pm

Tattoo number three is booked!

I'm so excited for this one you can't imagine. I've wanted a deathbat tattoo for about four years now, but I obviously couldn't get it when I was sixteen, and I finally found the perfect one.Sorry about the terrible scan quality but isn't it just perfect?It's from The Book of Nightmare and I'm getting it on my right forearm, just below the elbow joint. It going to be the same size it is in the...
July 20th, 2013 at 10:44pm

Me and my sister found an interesting new way to keep cool

So in the UK it's still freaking hot, it was 30 degrees today, so I'm dying right now. They think 100 people have died from the heat already, which shows it must be pretty bad. Anyway, me and my sister were messing around earlier, moaning that we were hot. She pulled an ice lolly out of the freezer and said "I'm so hot I could stick this down my bra".We laughed it off and continued moaning. About...
July 19th, 2013 at 09:22pm

Have any of you guys sat down at a gig before? + I need some book recoomendations

When I go to see A7X in December, I'm sitting down and I've never done that at a concert before. It may sound really stupid but I don't know how to go about it.Do I have to line up separately?Is it a designated seat (when I booked there was seat numbers)?And if so, I suppose that would mean I wouldn't have to line up for hours.I'm just really confused right now, I would appreciate it if someone...
July 11th, 2013 at 08:19pm