Hello Mibba,I am still here… I’ve been lurking. Reading, not posting, watching… I do not know why but I don’t make time for this site like I used to.I don’t even know if you know who I am or remember me but I’m here.I’m dying to write so I just wanted to do an update blog then ask if anyone wanted a one-shot.Okay update: this year so far I got a Twenty One Pilots tattoo, am planning...

The second time I was hospitalized for my suicidal tendencies, my mother had made a comment that all I need is a man and I would be fine.A man cannot heal depression any more than a man can heal diabetes.A man cannot heal anxiety any more than a man can heal fibromyalgia.A man cannot heal post-partum depression any more than a man can heal HIV.A man cannot heal bipolar any more than a man can heal...

I want to be pregnant… Now before you explode on me. I do not want to be a mother… Wait, calm down.I have dreams of being pregnant all the time and I get happy but I do not wish to have kids. That’s a whole blog in itself, but back to the point.What if I was a surrogate mother?Boom, Problem solved… Right?Just an idea.It would get all my want to be pregnant feelings out of the way while...

My aunt is in the hospital, her liver and a bunch of other organs are failing her and my mom is in complete denial about it which, is pissing me off.We are going up Tuesday and…I just don’t know if I can do it again Mibba, can I hold my mom’s head above water again? It nearly killed me last time, last time I dropped out of school. That was my dad and this is my aunt.I just… fuck. I don’t...

Really I am about to discuss this guy, if you know anything about me you know two things: I dislike JB and am a housekeeper.Have you guys seen this video?He pees in a mop bucket.No big fucking deal right? Dude no. Do you know how much it sucks to clean? It sucks big hairy balls.Try to picture finding a mop bucket, filling it up, getting a clean mob head, and putting it inside to clean, only to...

I had a dream I was watching a movie trailer about some family. John Cena was the dad and Jenifer Aniston was the mom.Anyway the family was falling apart but went to a family therapist and started to get better. Typical right? The trailer was so real, like with the inspiring music and everything. Even romance. Oh my god I wanted to see the movie so bad it’s going to kill me.Someone please tell...

Is anyone going to the Falling In Reverse Halloween show at Soma this year? Please tell me someone lis.I think it would be awesome to meet you. I’m just saying…Also I am going dressed up… Are you? Is that weird? Has anyone else been so a Halloween show? Did you dress up? Did others? I feel really weird about it but I love Halloween and am kind of upset to miss it but… I’M GOING TO MEET...

I finished the book; I don’t get what all the hub bub is about. It wasn’t that interesting to me.I did a review on it for my YouTube channel.Anyway, my grandma doesn’t have a voice right now and she’s supposed to speak at the college tomorrow… Awesome…I am so screwed if she can’t talk when she wakes up tomorrow. What am I going to do?! Ugh guys… ugh!I have a midterm tomorrow too…...

I don’t have wifi or internet on the weekends so I should get back to them this week.Now onto other things. I updated 3 stories today, some I haven’t updated in years and I am very proud of myself.I’m going to bring some old stories off the dusty shelf since they are getting new attention…You know who you are.Also, please look at this!It’s a quick video I did today…Ya idk, I need to...

This is not a list of people I consider famous or royalty so if you’re here to look and bitch if you aren’t on it get off of my blog.Now time for my opinion.When I call someone Mibba Famous or Royalty I mean I admire and look up to them. I see them as famous/royalty in my eyes only. I am not speaking for anyone else or all of fucking Mibba. I can’t do that.I can only say what I think.Get...

So…. Katie, how can I put into a blog what this amazing girl means?She’s easily my bestest friend don Mibba, I’ve known her for years and was one of my first Mibba friends. She is so supportive and has great ideas.Look at her stories!She is so sweet. She like animals, Supernatural, Mariana’s Trench, Fall Out Boy, Big Time Rush, and Ghost Adventures. How much more can you want from a...

I have some important questions to ask…Do you want romance? Do you want passion? Do you want sex? Do you want Jimmy Sullivan?If you answered yes to any or all of those questions than you want Forbidden by purple89.It is a story about a steamy affair between two characters; yes one being James. The first chapter pulls you in and keeps you locked in right away. It has sex and so many questions and...

Okay, I’ve always been too afraid to really talk to her because like xMandiblesx, I consider her Mibba famous. Mainly because she is so active and I just love her username.Need an A7X fix?Is Zacky in there? I cannot tell.One-shots, chapter stories, smut or cuteness? Go here to her story page where she has it all.Her love for Avenged Sevenfold is amazing to see. I just love the sense of community...

Whoo, it’s my favorite time of year again. Halloween! I love the whole month of October. Tomorrow I’m going to wake up with a smile on my face as I do every year because my body just knows.Also, is anyone going to Falling In Reverse’s Halloween show at Soma? If so are you dressing up? I am! Look for Medusa… I feel like I’ll be the only one dressed up and I feel weird about it… should...

My bully ruined my life.She made me starve.She made me cut myself.She made me cry in the night until I fell asleep.She made me cry in the day.She told me to stop crying when I got beaten up so I wouldn’t tell on her.She made me want to die.She made me bleed.She made me hungry.She made me thirsty.She made me scared.She made me too scared to eat or leave where I was safe.She made me runaway from...

I went to a fall out boy concert. It was amazing.First; Pete and Patrick did the thingAnd I died…This is when they went on the side stage and I knelt down and got a high five.So two of my cousins are in jail on a one million dollar bail bond for punching a cop… I’m not surprised but that is still the most trouble any of them have been in I think… ever.I’m really stuck on my next update...

The first is for Kurt Cobain, I’ve always felt a connection with him so I got the periodic table sign for Lithium, also that was the first Bipolar Medicine they put me on.The second are initials, for Anthony Kiedis|Ronnie Radke|Eminem, what do they have in common? All users who have gotten clean. I am not nor will I be a user but I love that.Third is for Jimmy; I finally got my forever tattoo.So...

The other day, I’m going to talk to my therapist about it. I just… I don’t know.I’ve started playing with make-up again. Look!I was thinking of doing a tutorial or video on how to do it but it’s pretty simple. I’ve always done dolls but never a broken one before. I don’t know what do you think.Also I’ve gotten a lot of responses on this blog. Thanks, I was just asking questions....

I am in no way saying I don’t do this but I try not to…I am an avid reading/writer of Avenged Sevenfold fanfiction don’t get me wrong but there’s some things we do I have to pause and ask because it’s just so common to come across certain things.A7X gang ficsWhy does Matt gotta be the leader?I understand, he’s the lead singer… So naturally but I have yet to see another member as the...

I have recs for you to check out. Then you can rec me some things. Let’s be honest I mainly wrote this to show you my awesome new blog layout, brownie points for liking it!First Rushers:1: Look at this please because it’s a great plot that needs more readers: Tell Me Where's My Hollywood Ending? It’s a Logan fanfic.2: Go to this story about Kendall and spam her with comments saying she needs...