Internally Crying

Y'all.Y'ALL.like..where do I even begin!?I used to post blogs about every single that happened to me, or I'd be on Mibba every hour just talking to people and reading nonstop.It's been over a year and I have to tell you, if anyone ever remembers little ol' Ume, she is definitely not the same, like at all.Over the year, I went through some pretty crazy things and I cannot tell you how much I miss...
July 21st, 2017 at 08:06pm

Oh My God.

Where do I even start!?I feel like I do this thing where I only visit mibba on days where I have absolutely. nothing. to do. But, anyways, how is everyone? Me? I'm snowed in and frequently checking on my car, which is drowning in about 2 feet of snow as of right now, but whatever.It's been a year since I've been on here and I'm literally amazed at the amount of changes that have happened in my...
January 24th, 2016 at 03:50am

Please Stop.

Do you know what irks me the most out of everything in this entire universe?People who romanticize self harm. Like...what are you doing? You're literally standing there, telling someone who had self harmed that their pain was beautiful. When people self harm, there are SO many reasons why. One general reason may be that they literally had no other way to let all that...
November 30th, 2014 at 12:31am

The "Makeup" Argument.

I'm going to try and make this as short as possible.1) Caking makeup on is okay.2) Natural makeup is okay.3) No makeup is okay.What's not okay is putting someone down because you don't like the way that they physically present themselves.Guys, believe me when I say that I've done all 3. I've caked makeup on to the point where I changed skin color and my eyeliner wings reached the end of my...
November 24th, 2014 at 04:06am

Eyebrow Goals. + Friendless.

So, even though Thanksgiving is next week, I'm coming up with New Years Resolutions.The one and only thing on my list as of right now is to have eyebrows that can kill someone if they wanted to. And it might sound dumb, but I KNOW you guys know what I'm talking about. The type of eyebrows that literally make you jealous when you look at them...that's what I want.Aaaand, I got my Black Friday...
November 22nd, 2014 at 04:31pm

Pimples, Instagram, and Self Esteem.

As of right now, I'm sitting on my bed with a buttload of toothpaste on each and every pimple that has forced it's way onto my face. Since it's the day before school starts up again and I'm on day 5 of walking around with my forehead being a home for these pimples, I decided to take action and get rid of them myself. I think I've disgusted you guys enough for now, so I'll stop.On Sunday, I went to...
November 12th, 2014 at 02:00am

Risen From the Dead

Ayy, who remembers a 15 year old chick named Ume!?(No one bc I dropped off the face of Mibba for like an entire year)This morning I was walking around my house and in like a second I was like "MIBBAAAA" So I logged onto here for the first time in 11 months.I read ALL of my past blog entries and holy crap, I was such a dramatic kid!! I was like "Mehh, highschool suck, mehh life sucks, omfg GUYS ARE...
July 25th, 2014 at 02:43pm

I'm actually really scared right now. + Some people are so pathetic.

Okay, so, as most of you know I'm going to be a sophomore in September.Yes, guys, a freaking sophomore. I don't even have the height of av "average" sophomore. I haven't grown at all, and when I'm in my uniform I look as if I'm 13 or something. I just look really tiny.And, college is in 2 years basically considering 10th grade is going to go by so fast. The thing is, my parents haven't started my...
August 11th, 2013 at 05:59pm

50 shades of questions (shut up, don't judge me, I thought it was clever)

So since everyone is doing this, I thought I'd hop on the bandwagon and feel cool for once. So, here it goes!What season were you born in?Spring.Time of day you were born?Dawn.What time is it?11:53 amWhich animal(s) remind you of yourself?Maybe a sloth or an elephant idkWhat animal freaks you out?Snakes omg, they're so deadlyWhat is the closest thing to you right now that’s blue?My...
August 1st, 2013 at 06:06pm

What is this!? Ume's wearing makeup!?

So, I went to Wal-Mart this morning. Oh my goodness, this is what I do on Sundays. I got to Wal-Mart and make journals.I think I should make this a ritual now.Every Sunday, I update and write journals. Its been so long and I miss all of you so freaking much it's unbelievable.Before I had a legit list of people I could talk to, now I can't even remember half of them.That needs to change, like now....
March 17th, 2013 at 09:10pm

"Heartbreaks" suck. + I miss you guys!

For the past few weeks, I’ve been crushing on this guy. Like, legit crushing. Let me tell you how it started.A few months ago, M told me her best friend, B, thought I was pretty. So I decided to say hi to him and he kinda maybe walked away from me.I told M, she asked him, and he apparently told her “I was nervous and I didn’t know what to say.”OH MY GODSo ever since then, I started liking...
March 17th, 2013 at 03:16am

it's been forever! + random stuff that you probably don't give a flying fudge about

I honestly think the last time I wrote a journal was about a month ago.WOW.Remember when I was always on and pulling journals out of my ass?I honestly don't either. It's been that long!I honestly miss how active Mibba used to be. Before the new layout came and made everything so complicated, I could see all the new users and make my way around on here.Now it's like "holy crap, there's so much...
February 11th, 2013 at 01:46am

Kiss You + Drama and Self-esteem

Has anyone seen the Kiss You music video? I mean, i wasn't even expecting half the things that I saw. But I was pretty freaking happy when I did.I was literally like I shit you not. It's so freaking catchy guys! How can you NOT listen to it!? I mean, I understand it's sort of childish but you know, it's playful.Now that I've been listening to artists such as John Mayer and Matt Kearney, I've...
January 8th, 2013 at 03:49am

Dramaaa! + Highschool!

Mibba, it's been too long! I posted a journal a while ago. It's just that high school got in the way.I'm signing up for all these clubs and stuff, I'm excited to just...be in them. Like the Freshman Club! Guess who's making the playlist for the Valentines Day dance!? Oh yeah, it's me!I already have 8 hours for community service which is shit, but whateverr. I think I'm gonna work for my parents...
December 4th, 2012 at 03:36am

Kik. + Pet peeve.

Soo guys, I went shopping with my family yesterday and it was so fucking complicated. I legit had to run to the restaurant where my dad was at just to get the shopping list we made the night before.It was three blocks away too. So after we were done getting our crap we walked three blocks to put the groceries away. I hate walking because I always seem to attract mean people.Like my shirt was loose...
November 13th, 2012 at 01:27am

I'm screwed...big time.

As of now Romney has 159 electoral votes and Obama has 147.Well that sucks.I honestly thought people would give Obama another chance. I mean, compared to Romney, Obama's like a freaking angel.An open minded one at that. In my opinion, many people are voting for Romney cause Obama didn't live up to their expectations.At least that's what my AP History teacher said. He, apparently voted for Obama in...
November 7th, 2012 at 04:35am

Stories. + Haircuts and Opinions?

I'm dying to start a new story, it's just too much for me.I looked through my stories page and I found a lot of amazing summaries but the stories haven't even been written.I need an inspiration, like now. Before I was so inspired to write and now I get bits and pieces of inspiration. When I actually sit down to write I freeze and struggle to bring out the words onto paper.Lately my eye vision has...
November 4th, 2012 at 08:12pm

Books, books, and more books.

So guys, I didn't die because of Hurricane Sandy.I did however, cry like a bitch whenever my house shook. But it was no big deal. My street flooded and my electricity was gone for an entire fucking week.Do you realize how lonely it gets without the Internet? But omg, I re-found my love for books.Well, it wasn't lost, I just hadn't had time to pick up a book and read. But I read and cried and...
November 3rd, 2012 at 09:49pm

There are 3 new members in my family! + Votee.

Okay so ever since my family and I bought survival supplies for the hurricane, I have been fucking going crazy.I'm so scared.Which is why I didn't sleep last night. I was awake until 5:30 and that was when my dad yelled at me to "sleep or dieee."I'm not even lying, he legit said that to me. I was like "okayyy."But that's not it! So I went to sleep after I brought my very pregnant cat, Sheila in....
October 29th, 2012 at 11:37pm

Cat pregnancies. Shopping!

So it's been a while since I've seen my female cat and at first I thought there was something off about her and then I saw her fucking bloated ass stomach.And then when I called the vet they told me to check her nipples I was likeOkay so cat nipples blah blah blah. In short they were really pink and poking out and I felt like a sicko feeling my cats nips.So then the man asked me questions about my...
October 28th, 2012 at 12:53am