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I haven't written anything in a while, and I apologize for that. This site was my world for a long time, and sadly the real world has taken me away from you all.So I brought a new desk in the hopes it would inspire me a bit more. I've started Uni and writing has taken the back seat, much to my inner frustrations. Writing is my outlet as I'm sure it is for a lot of you too, and I miss the constant...
August 6th, 2012 at 09:09am

Humanities Expectations | Unanswerable Questions | Other Ramblings

I sware there better be some reason for this massively effed up existence or I'll be so cut ay.But seriously, I've been reading a few of everyone's journals and god some of you are just so lost, and so shattered by whatever this effed up existence has throw at you.And it makes me so angry, that everyone is so broken up and so hurt. When we have no idea why we're here.Or a reason why we have to put...
February 5th, 2012 at 07:15am

Todays younger generation | Rant

Has sware words if you can't handle it or it upsets you close the f*cking tab.I'm over selfish f*cking people. They are driving me insane. I actually feel like slapping the b*tches. Really, really hard. And I'm not generally a violent person. But f*ck you people piss me off, like seriously get your head out of your ass you are actually not important. Your actually a giant pain in everyone's arse...
February 3rd, 2012 at 05:52am

Unweilding Absent Desires

Does anyone else listen to love songs and listen to the lyrics and ask how? How does it all work, they make it sound so easy, that falling in love is like breathing. That giving yourself to someone completely, is a piece of cake. Does anyone else find themselves thinking, yeah no. The idea of falling in love scares the shit out of me, actually giving someone everything. Opening yourself to...
January 15th, 2012 at 11:48am

Change and Other Slightly Pathetic Ramblings

Okay so usually my Journals are full of all that philosophy crap, or just random shout outs to random damaged people. But I'm all out of insight so I'm just going to ramble and see what happens. (I so wish they would hurry up and fix the journals though.) But the main focus of this Journal is Change. I never actually thought I would be one of those people who would wake up one day and look at...
January 14th, 2012 at 08:21am

A Simple Scar

Scars, such interesting things. Marks of the past, permanent reminders of what was once there and what now is. A reminder of pain, past and the present.A scar shows what we once had, innocence, perfection. And the reality we're now left with, years later. A damaged, marred piece of what we once had.A scar on a girls cheek, thin white with age.That scar hadn't always been a scar, no once upon a...
January 9th, 2012 at 01:58pm

Bazar Imaginations Find the World of Mibba

Within our minds is a world, our own world where what we say goes, and thats that. There a few places where we get to turn that world into a reality, a world that others can grasp, a world where others can see a side of you that would have otherwise been hidden.Often those of us who have strong worlds, a world that is so strong at times its hard to pull from our world and into the real one, we...
January 8th, 2012 at 02:11am

The Human Race and Resolutions 2.0 (Semi Rant)

I'm only now realising how unbelievably fucked up this world is.Like seriously, what the hell happened?How did we end up where we are?Am I the only one who's noticing this, just how f*cked everything is?Today is the first day of a new year, a new year I am not looking forward too actually. But I honestly don't feel any different from yesterday. Maybe more pissed off and hurt but still the...
January 1st, 2012 at 10:29am

My view on New Years resolutions and Love and other sometimes painful things.

I apologize if you clicked on this and thought it was going to be an inspirational happy vent about new years and all that. Or a dedication to those who are in love and don't question it every step of the way.I can't write something for you tonight.No, again I write for those who are emotionally damaged and they sit here tonight, knowing its almost a new year, a chance to change your life. And...
December 30th, 2011 at 11:10am

Dear fellow writers - Christmas Addition

Some of you may have read my other journal, dedicated to you readers. I was amazed so many of you loved it, so I thought I'd do something similar, but inspired by Christmas. Original I know.I don't know what Christmas means for you all. Maybe you celebrate it, maybe you don't. Maybe you hate it because of painful reason. Maybe you love it. I don't know, but whatever the feeling theres something...
December 24th, 2011 at 12:54pm

Which foot, and what direction.

I love those days when everything goes right, when you lay there when the days done and you can happily say to yourself that today was great. Everything fell into place, and you can't believe you managed to pull it all off. It was just a great day.But do any of you get that moment at the end of those days, when you know to have one this good you're going to have to go through a few bad ones? I...
December 20th, 2011 at 02:04pm

Dear fellow writers,

I say writers, for those of us who aren't published and who long to be. Although for some of us the thought of being published isn't so much as showing to those who doubted us that we could, but more to show to ourselves that we didn't make the wrong choice in not following this burning part of us.For us writers, writing isn't a job it isn't something we do to pass the time. We do it because we...
December 20th, 2011 at 08:24am

The big 'Game' and other ramblings....

I want that time back, you know the time when a smile was genuine, when a laugh wasn't forced. When girls cried for joy and when a guys love wasn't something he ever thought he could loose. And us girls hadn't ripped their hearts apart. When you could dance on tables and scream at the top of your lunges. When you had friends you could trust and you knew the ones you couldn't. What the fuck...
December 2nd, 2011 at 06:31am

Dreams Under a Night Sky

The slight breeze that carried the sent of the dry eucalyptus bush caressed my damp cheeks and closed eyelids. I knew what I would see when I opened my eyes, the moonlight that would wash over the flat paddock casting long, wholesome shadows that didn't frighten my ten year old self. The blades of grass tickled my bare feet as I sat under the night sky, submerged in the shadows that I had always...
August 25th, 2011 at 08:55am

Little Letters

Do you ever get that text, or letter where your sitting there for ages reading it over and over again trying to figure out how to respond? Searching every inch of your mind for the answer that is both the truth and what they want you to say. So you put it off, you chuck your phone across the room and you try and forget about what the tiny message said, the message that you want to answer but you...
August 22nd, 2011 at 01:59am

Fairytales? Says it all really...

Fairy tales well were to begin.....Is there any part of them that isn’t a lie? They plant expectations within our minds from when were only children. Expectations that can never be full filled.There is no prince charming; sorry for those of you who still think he’s out there. Yeah he doesn’t actually exist or if he does some lucky bitch already got him. Everyone has their flaws no one is...
June 25th, 2011 at 04:12pm

Life.

Okay seriously everyone needs to shut the fuck up about there shity childhood. Everyones is shity, no ones is perfect. So what you have a fucked up childhood that doesnt define who you are. Just because your parents screwed up doesnt mean you can go through life using it as an excuse to be an ass you whole life. You know what you do? You get the fuck over it, you stand up and you rise above it...
January 1st, 2011 at 03:48pm

Money...

Okay well to be honest i hate the stuff.people work day after day to pay for things they don't need. they go through life losing and forgetting about the things that really matter. Like family, friends, love and life.Family is soo important they are the ones that love you from day one. They love you for who you are, inside and out and we end up pushing them away over stupid bits of paper and...
November 7th, 2010 at 12:29pm

I hate Mondays...

I hate Mondays.Your always tired for no good reason.You are always angry at the people who have done nothing wrong.Everything is always ten times more confusing.Everyone seems to be pissing you off.You always seem to think about the scars in your life, those painful moment that have left there mark and that will never heal. We just have to figure out how to make it a part of who we are.You always...
October 25th, 2010 at 11:14am