I'm single.I'm no longer straight-edge.I think i might be in love with another person.I'm actually content with not having Nicole around, i don't know who she is anymore. I doubt she even knows.I have found out that i can be happy with out the help of people.I'm listening to modest mouse all the time. :)My sister broke up with her boyfriend so she is living with us (she had a house with him).My...

So i used to write all the time. You wouldn't believe it. Now, as you can see, i'm stuck. I can't write anymore. It's because of my parents and school. They always watch what i write. It's none of their business. I mean when i was in 5th grade i wrote about people dying, right? Well, i'm sorry for being mentally ill and writing. 5 and a half years later here i am. Huddled over a lap top with only...

For those who don't know me(everyone), i worry about things that aren't even happening. I worry about the future. Among my other fears and anxieties that are already happening i have another thing to worry about. My girlfriend dropping out of school. Okay, so then i'm gonna have to take care of her. I mean, i AM going for majors that tend to make alot of money but, it's really nerve-wracking. Why...

Well, you mibbians, i've got to say i don't know what to do. Love is a complicated thing is it? I don't know. Now that i think of it, it's only complicated if you fucking make it complicated. I'm the kind of person that could stay with one person for the rest of my life. Even if they mess up, hurt my feelings, or do things like that. I can forgive them. If it gets to the point when they think it's...

I am in a band. Is a band the same as an ensemble? I don't know, anyway i'm in a band. Problem is, i don't feel comfortable with them enough to write my own songs or express my opinions. There's a major problem also because i like Noise Rock, Electro Rock, Hardcore Punk, and not soft rock. I can't jam out to soft rock. I can't come up with bass lines for soft rock. It's really difficult for me to...

I don't know why i can't be the best for her. It's really difficult. i want to be more accepting, nice, and sweet. I am all of those things but, i just can't feel like i'm doing enough. I am constantly judging myself saying "You're a deucebag or an ass." And i don't know if it's the truth or not. I don't really have anyone to tell me what's really going on. I have severe paranoia, i am on medicine...