hate me, break me

for some reason with you people i could work myself till im about to collapse and it will never be good enough. ive let you all trample me atleast once to turn the sweeter cheek. i'm sick. i'm sick of feeling that i'm worth nothing to all of you. i WILL NOT let anyone tell me things that hurt me anymore. i dont care what you say anymore, so go away. we all know i'm short and my voice is...
December 6th, 2010 at 04:35pm

do you ever wonder..

do you ever wonder if maybe this is all just a dream?or maybe, that this experience isn't real. that maybe we all are just floating around in life like ghosts set with these fake amibitions. i've always wondered ever since i was younger, what is my purpose for the world and why am i here? is everything i have just material bullshit?i picture my life in different peoples shoes..for a split second i...
November 11th, 2010 at 04:37pm

“THIS IS GOODBYE”

This ring tells a story, and more then oneA story of a man and a woman, their love was everlasting like the sunProposed to her the second day they met; they’ve been in love for 20 yearsThey had wanted to wait to get married when she was with childThe fact they kept trying and failed made for their fearsA doctor prescribed a medicine to help deliver the babyShe hid the news from him, anxious to...
October 28th, 2010 at 04:15pm

SECOND LIFE

Shouts, screams, criesTommy wants to leave and fly awayAlcoholic father breaks the windows in the house, the house of liesTommy wants to run but always chooses to stayTommy is one person but hes cut in halfSchool is his safe house, home is jailMother is always asleep; dad wants you to feel his wrathThe eviction notice falls from the doorCigarette smoke burns in the airBills on the table, broken...
October 28th, 2010 at 04:14pm

“The Heart”

The heart pulses and racesIt can be destroyed yet built againAll my distant loves, my old flames, have left tracesEveryday a love dies, Everyday a love beginsLove, Jealousy, Guilt and HateWhen I see you it skips a beat, when I see you it burnsIt’s all too much to take, why does it breakI wish I could love you but I can’t, it’s a curseI wish I could hate you, but I won’t without a...
October 28th, 2010 at 04:13pm

“You can’t knock me down”

I feel so far, but I’m so closeEveryday can feel like a struggleWe have to deal the cards we’re dealt and make the mostSpit on me, kick me, and push me into the dirt and grubbleYou can’t knock me downWhen I stare into the sun I feel prideI will make the most of my life and leave this ugly townI’m sick of mother telling me,” you tried”Someone once told me, you only have one life to...
October 28th, 2010 at 04:12pm

“Love on her arms”

I don’t know what it is about her that makes me wonderCould it be those marks, the sad look in her eye?Maybe it’s her bruises; maybe it’s what lies underEach pulse of her heart, a call to the angelsLike a dying candle, she is fadingShe has to hide this; it’s her words she stranglesThe doors locked, there’s no one home, there’s no point in stayingWhen you laugh at her dirty clothes, I...
October 28th, 2010 at 04:11pm