**I'm scared. I'm scared of the direction in which my life is headed. I can't seem to stop making stupid choices and I'm worried that I'm going to start suffering because of that. I think I may be falling for this guy, but why? How can I think that I might love someone when they give off such a bad vibe and make me feel like I'm constantly being lied to? I'm pretty sure I just lost my best friend...

**Why is it that guys find it so hard to just let go of all the bullshit at be happy with a girl? Why do they have to hunt for those little personality flaws? How can they place blame on you when everything that is bothering them is out of your control? Why is it that they feel the need to look for every little reason not to trust you? Is there a reason they think they can compare you to their ex...