I literally live on slipknot. whenever im upset, i listen to them. whenever im de-motivated, i listen to them. whenever im bored, i listen to them. whenever im angry i listen to them and i just blast it on the bus to school. everyone thinks im crazy hehe
I also like - Sleep.Writing.TV. Music. Converse.Shinedown, Stone Sour, Seether, the Sex Pistols,the Cure. Being a dork. Gay rights. My friends... usually. Poe, Vonnegut The smell of coffee. Water. Fire. Atheism. Rain. Sarcasm, cynicism, irony,
not really sure that i love bacon. but i like it. :p
and she was also having a guy call her house saying they were gonna shoot her so they took her laptop away and so now she has like nothing to do. and shes out of frosted flakes and she lives on those.
its just like a lot at once for her. as soon as she got back she found out the guy shes in love with ran away with her ex bf (he just needed someone to go with him) and they got caught in virginia and now the guy she loves is in the same detention center she was just in.
right? she's actually on house arrest atm...she um...well a couple of months ago (1 and a half) her mom got like rough on her sister and she got in like a physical fight with er. so she went to a detention center and now shes on house arrest.
yeah well i think that's why. shes really beat up about it. all the guys would lick her feet and its like shes not interested but shes not gonna be a bitch and say that..so she says shell give them a chance but that just makes everything worse. and so yeah she has a lot of home problems but she doesnt tell everyone so everyone thinks she has it pretty good. thats why everyone is jealous of her.
definitely, but i dont think thats her case either. i think she cuts because shes upset and i think she shows it off because it kind of shows the other people she's not perfect...
i don't think she does it for attention entirely, i just think its an add on to her fame, like with the boys, she doesn't really give a fuck and because she doesnt no one calls her on it.
when my friend was ratted out, she had to get her cuts cleaned and go in for counseling and her parents came in and bitched at her in front of the whole counseling staff.
i fuckin hate it. see like im friends with ''the baddass'' of the school - all the guys like her but a lot of girls hate her - for the fact that shes a straight up bitch or they're jealous - and she cuts, but she kind of brags about it, and guys are like turned on by it. like she has real issues, and so cuts, but then she brags about it sometimes...
like guys shouldnt be turned on by it.....if they knew the pain it took to feel that way.
sometimes its different like i know a few guys that cut that like her...its because she understands the cutting thing...its just one of those things...she walks in the room and suddenly you're dust. because even tho you can relate and understand too. they dont care. they just want her. and her only.
frustrating sometimes...because she leads them all on. they think she'll give them a chance, and she says so, but she never does. ever. sad :( especially if i like a guy who happens to like her...sucks big balls.
exactly and my poor friend went through so much with her parents and her parents hated her more and she felt so useless...more useless and i was terrible i wanted to sit on deanna and throw a fight.
and literally everyone hates her. and she gets bullied, but she feeds on it because she needs the attention.
there was this girl, my friend, who cut herself, like sometimes, and deanna saw it and told on her, and then later whenever someone asked deanna what's up or what's going on she told them about the girl. so by the end of the day, everyone knew and the girl sat at my lunch table. so i was trying to calm her down. but like WHO DOES THAT?
hey deanna whats up
THIS GIRL CUTS HERSELF BUT I TOLD ON HER ITS OKAY
like reallly? she really didnt need that right now she has so much more wrong on her plate that she needs to fix first.
so i hate her because she doesn't know her place, because she tells on everyone. it was not her place to tell on the girl. it wasn't. she should have talked to the girl about it instead of telling the teacher, or just telling the teacher and not telling the whole grade!!!!
it pisses me off because now that girl is going through so much and she's known as the girl who cuts herself. and to think that so many more of us do it, and she was the only one outed. and it hurts me to say, but id like to slap deanna in her place. because she ruined everything.
its like the only person i would ever out...is deanna.
i would never ever ever out anyone else. because its like not because im not a tattle because its like our code.
no one cares about them here. even if its on school property, it's technically not a law, so no one can do anything for underagers. like you have to be 18 and everything, but nothing really happens to underage kids who get caught.
before now we've never really had anyone get caught. i mean we all know who the drug dealers are in school - except if you're a quiet kid - but even they know sometimes...
but it's like our generation's code - we don't rat out anyone because it's not our business and it could lead back to us. i knew the number 2 guy really well. He used to be part of my friend group, but the girls kind of banished him. and i was at his locker the morning that he got caught. i heard him and the other populars talking about how he had drugs on him and was going to hook everyone up.
like everyone in our friend group knew, but it's like, we weren't gonna ratt him out...
and when we didn't, he still got in trouble, so it wouldn't have changed anything really.
three of my classmates got busted for drugs the last couple of days...
three.
1. was caught in the boys bathroom trying to crush a pill (percocet)
2. was ratted out for selling the percocet
3. had no proof of having the percocet (even though he did) but got caught for having 4 grams of pot in his locker
the first one had everything sports related going for him...basketball...he was a great player..but cocky. he lost his scholarship to a good high school and probably his whole career is done.
the second one got arrested.
the third one is suspended for the whole first semester of highschool.
which i think is ironic because hes the one with the pot in his locker...
believe me, i think we all do. when we do shit and dont get away with it, its like...you had it comin.
haha that's nothing. we have kissing detention here..like you'll get just a detention for pda..each time, but then we have kids like who have pot in their locker. and beer. and cursed at a teacher. flipped them off.