Now Playing: Lydia - Highly SuspectYour eyes are lined in pain, black tears don't hide in rain.We got some pretty good pictures of my brother taking his oath this morning. You can add me on Facebook if you're interested in those. You can also find me on twitter, tumblr, and my snapchat is dumbravioli.So we spent just about the entirety of these past two weeks having one long party for my brother....

Now Playing: Blindness - MetricI wanna leave but the world won't let me go.I really love being back and active on Mibba again, because it's a good reminder that I'm not so alone right now, and I really need that. It's been a long time since I've been able to put my thoughts out for others to read, and I guess I really missed that. It's really hard to keep everything to yourself all the time.The...

I decided to host a new contest so hello.Anyway, I'm in the mood for a comment swap. I wanna get into some new stories, be more involved and interactive with you guys, and all the blah blah blah. So, what better way than a comment swap?I currently have only three active stories:The Shards of the Moon will be multichaptered. It's a contest entry that is currently only at one chapter. It's my first...

I'm becoming a little more frazzled and harried by life and how it is occurring. There are so many things going on with my friends and family, and I feel like everyone is moving in hyperspeed around me while I just sort of zone out, lost in time.In less than two weeks, my brother will be leaving. He is going into the Army, and will be leaving for basics. He won't just be gone for days or weeks,...

I'm increasingly frustrated and dissatisfied with my day to day life. Specifically on the job front. Even though in my last blog I posted about how I like the people I work with and what I do - and that is incredibly true - there is just a lot left to be desired.Granted, it is summertime. There's not a lot of people who need school supplies this time of year - which does explain the lack of...

(If you want to skip past the emotional stuff, scroll down to the bolded anyway)I've come back again.I'm not going to lie to you guys. I haven't been on here in a while because I can not take care of myself very well. Writing has always been the one thing I've always been able to count on to help me cope with everything. My depression had gotten so bad, the hopelessness so overwhelming, that I've...