You know your a good writing when your writing very emotional chapters in your story and your not the only one crying. Ciarra and I are finishing up the final chapter to Beautiful Remains and we're both crying. A year and three months later we have finally finished the fourth 'book' in the series.'book' 1- Sense of a Spark-'book' 2- A Brand new Start'book' 3- Unbreakable Bondand the last 'book' 4-...

I guess I'm better off alone..seeing at the one I want to be with never answers anything I ever write..so I'm just gonna give up now and deal with whatever now..hopefully here in about a year and a half I'll finally have my own place..Just tired of it all really...can't wait until Xmas though...I get to go see my Nee-Chan (sister) who lives in Indiana whom I haven't seen in over five years..maybe...

My ex took me out to dinner and kept telling me how he wanted to work things out between us and that he loved me. I wanted to give him another chance as well..just to see how things went..this was just Friday..I get on facebook about two hours ago and find his status says he's in a relationship with another girl..I got this huge feeling of being used and now I just want to cry.I miss my ex...

so about a week ago I sent my ex girlfriend a message...still no response. I know she's busy but she would have atleast written me back by now. I just can't help but get the feeling she's ignoring me and if so its not right because I didn't do anything to cause that to happen. I was also gonna tell her that I was going to stop by in Ohio during the summer on my to OR but since she won't talk to me...

Everything for the first couple of months were great..and then she moved..Now it seems like I can't get out of this depression I've had now...I feel so empty and I hate it..I seriously miss her so much..I mean...We didn't talk for so long then we got back together and my world felt right again and now that she's gone again it seems like everything has just...fallen down hill.I can't even go...

I only got her back and now..its seems she's being taken away from me again...we've barely talked in the past couple weeks....I feel like theres a huge rift between us. I don't know what I can do anymore..Should I just give up or stand strong? I feel like the most important thing in my life is being taken away from me again.All I want to do is bury myself in a hole and cry until i can't cry...

I can't believe after all this time,she's leaving again...I only just got her back seven months ago and bows she's leaving the state...I don't know when I'm going to see her again and it's killing me inside. I'm gonna bawl my eyes out when she finally leaves..I know then my depression will come back.Shes the only thing in my life that keeps me sane,the only thing I have to look forward to every...