Right now, I am supposed to be reading To Kill A Mockingbird, but I came across this part where Scout says that Dill tells lies and one of them was that he flew on mail planes.And, well, that is actually quite funny because on Easter Saturday, three of us (excluding my oldest sister, Toni, who had to work), went to dad's house because it was my brother's birthday that day. We were all standing...

I've just had three days of boredom, I tell you now. I've been off school because of this stupid freaking cold or whatever it is (and today I went to sleep at four pm, it's now five thirty). I hate missing school because I have heaps to catch up on and ugh, it just sucks. I have two fourty minute presentations to give out next Wednesday and Friday to some rotten Year 9 classes which also kind of...

Because if you have, then you will know me. Hi, I am "realize."I was really well known on this website, mainly for being nice and this philosophy I told everyone: that we realize stuff everyday, and we don't even see it. That was my thing.It was back when I first got Twitter but mainly had conversations on here (and you know who you are). Back when there were no problems in my life, and if there...

I really, really would like to know. I have these different thoughts. Most of the time I talk about my country and ask what everyone thinks of it. But now I want to ask - what is it like in America? I suppose, living in such a small country we do know lots of stuff about you, and there's fifty states. So, tell me which state you come from and what it's like to live there. I have a feeling it's...

Okay, so we've all heard of New Zealand, right? Well, who actually knows anything about it apart from Lord of the Rings and Flight of the Conchords? Well, like America has Black Civil Rights as the time that their country came to peace, we have the Treaty of Waitangi. (And I never really listened in Social Studies, so if there are any other New Zealanders, please correct me if I am wrong.)New...

I know this has been asked countless times before, but I really want to see who you all look up to. It can be anyone, a band member, a celebrity, whatever. I'm not going to judge because you'll see something I don't.For me, it is my eighteen year old cousin. I've just been on a trip down to Mahia to see my uncle, aunt, and cousins, Jess and Buster (Chris).I haven't seen my cousin, Jess, in over...

Like, as a serious question. I've always wanted to know.For me, my salivary glands over work and my mouth fills with it, and some bile, too. And that's when I know I'm going to throw up...and then the bottom of my throat feels all queasy...and that's when I know to run.So, what about you?I was thinking about this yesterday, because I nearly did so. I felt sick, and then I got that feeling that I...

It's true, really. I do believe I have a ghost who follows me around and likes to freak my friends out (especially Ashleigh) whenever they stay.Basically, these past few weeks I've been working with my mum because she gets Christmas help during the holidays. Her job is in Merchandising, and we have to go around all the supermarkets and do merchandising stuff (which is boring). But...yeah, that's...

This is the first year I haven't been "into" Christmas. Does that make any sense? I don't know, but I think it might be because every single tradition we've ever had, is gone. I mean, slowly, through the years, the traditions we've had have slowly died out and now everything's different from what I know.It's tradition that the Christmas must go up on the first of December. Did it? No. Because of...

I have these thoughts - doesn't everyone? Sometimes they're good thoughts...but sometimes, not so much. Although lately I have been feeling slightly cheery (especially last night), before that, I wasn't doing so good.I always thought that I was alone. And the truth, for me, right now, is that I am. I am alone in everything that I do, because it is who I am. I don't like talking to people I don't...

My list! I'll show you what I have so far! I've taken some things out, simply because there is no urgency, and if I'm gonna do them, it shouldn't have a time frame. I still have three of four left. These may not be...normal, but they're things I've always thought of doing.When I think of this, I think, "Why do I need a list to have fun? Why can't I just do them without one?" And I think that this...

It's time for everyone to see the things I love most.My room. Now, I’ve only got three photos, but that’s pretty much all you need. (And luckily, you caught me just after I cleaned it!)This is my wall. My wall is the most precious thing I have. It’s filled with pictures, song lyrics, drawings. Everything I want. Has anyone ever seen The Castle? Well, the husband in the movie has this thing...

I'm finally going to admit it. I am jaded, I am faded and I am no fun. I mean this in the sense that I don't find anything funny, at all. Like...nothing. I just don't have fun anymore.I was thinking about it last night when I realised this (and of course, compared to one of my closest friends, and other friends). A while ago, I used to laugh all the time. But now...like I stated already, I...

Now, keep in mind that this happened a while ago, back when My Chemical Romance were still touring.Anyone who knows me, knows that I like My Chemical Romance. Now, I’m not a completely obsessed fan, but I do like their music.Anyway, I was looking through their @replies on Twitter (as you do) and I saw something…that I thought was pretty stunning. I’ll tell you the story.There was this girl,...

I just... don't. I want to move on. Get over him. I should be over him by now, shouldn't I? I've liked him for, what, -counts- nearly five months. This sucks. WHY CAN'T I BE OVER HIM?!In other news, I've listened to Paramore's Brand New Eyes.If you've read my previous journal (or even the title), you'd know that I have somewhat of a vendetta against them. Hayley Williams, to be exact.I like it. I...

Contrary to popular belief, there are other band members in the band, not just Hayley Williams.This journal should have been titled, "I think Hayley Williams sucks."Yeah, you must think I'm taking a cheap shot at her, but this is my opinion.Don't get me wrong here, I love the music to it, and the lyrics, I just hate her voice! In my opinion, it is absolutely horrible in most songs. She sounds like...

We'll start off with Sunday night.I stayed up until 12am waiting for Coup De Main (An NZ magazine to announce Cobra Starship coming) but like, 40 minutes before I sent one of Coup De Main's articles to @gabrielsaporta. It was the one Gabe did last year, when they came with Panic At The Disco.Anyway, I tweeted him with the link of that asking, "Are these still your words?" Twenty minutes later, he...

But only for a while! It's just because I have exams coming up in like, six weeks and because I didn't really pay attention in classes at the beginning of the year, I have to go back and re-learn everything. So yeah, that's why I won't be on as often. I need to study so hard, because these exams determine whether or not I will be repeating the year with my brother next year (He's thirteen months...

Yes, my mother won’t let me go to the Fleetwood Mac concert. Fleetwood Mac, whom I have loved my WHOLE LIFE, because I was raised on their music. It’s like… I’ve wanted to see them for ever. Same with Bon Jovi, and Def Leppard. I could not go to either. But I love Fleetwood Mac much much more than them.The reason she won’t let me go? It’s an adult thing because there’s whole group of...

I'm doing alright, I think.On Saturday, I went to a party. It was my cousin's eighteenth, and I got to hang out with all his friends. The boys were all very very hot and the girls were nice. I had to much to drink, though, and spent most of Sunday feeling sick and not being able to eat anything.Today, I woke up with the worst stomach cramps ever. I usually get them, but never, ever, have they been...