Today I woke up, something I usually wish wouldn't happen, but today felt different and I couldn't explain how.And after I stepped out of the shower and I unfogged the glass I took a good long look, something I usually avoid doing because I hardly can stand my reflection, and instead of frowning I smiled. I smiled because today I felt beautiful! I didnt hav my makeup done and my hair was a mess...

This is the only safe place I have, the only place where I can say "I'm so very sad" and no one will call me an attention whore, no one will say Im being dramatic, and no one will force antidepressants down my throat.I have never felt more alone in my life, right now I can hear my mothe and sister discussing how much they hate me. My mother just called me fat, my sister just agreed, and now my...

I went to bed late last night and woke early to a screaming toddler. I got him up and realized I had a crib and clothes to wash because he peed through. I had a big chocolate mess to clean up not a half hour later cause he decided he didn't want donuts after all. For fun I taught him a new color (yellow for today). For lunch he made a messy project outta his Mac and cheese. I had to mop the floor....

My mom thought she was gonna be late for work today if she had to drop my brother off at daycare. so she asks me to stay home from school to watch him. which would have been okay any other day, but my school had a 2 hour delay so my sis was still here and all i heard the past 2 hours are1. he's crying! (when he was just talking up a storm)2. he's hungry! (when i'd just finished feeding him)3. you...

i used to have a journal. i dont anymore. people who shouldnt have readi it did. and let me tell you... THEY HAVE BIG MOUTHS! so idk why im typing now. i usually just write poetry now. its easier to lie about. you can say you didnt write it or you can say it has no meaning. but they always have a meaning! i dont like writing as much as i do because a week later ill re read what wrote and it...