Having been nearly hospitalised about a year ago I can't quite sympathise, but I can understand. I would hate to spend Christmas apart from my family and that was one of the main reasons I recovered.
I would offer loads of advice but I know how annoying it can get after the tenth time of someone telling you to "just eat a sandwich already!" I am, however, curious (you'll have to forgive me... please?) which eating disorder were you diagnosed with? I am a diagnosed EDNOS; I use food as a reward scheme, if I don't think I'm good enough then I don't get food but if I do something nice for someone then I'm allowed something.
I'm glad I make you feel less alone because from experience recovering from an ED is one of the hardest things you will ever have to do; but it has to be done. If you let it, it will rip you and your family apart irreparably. You probably don't want stories about my family life since I developed my ED but they're there if you do want them.
Happy Christmas - this year your present is friendship ^^
I'll send you a PM with my e-mail in case you're allowed to talk on msn.
Sorry about the wall of text,
I like rats, but rabbits are just too good to hug...
I'll try and get some new photos up soon - promise!!
I love Brendon, and Ryan - they were so adorable together and the end scene of the 'nine in the afternoon' video still makes me smile.
*shudder* Twilight - do not mention that abomination...
Ed is ironic because in medical terms ED is short for eating disorder *headdesk*, anyway, he's a really nice guy (admittedly) not as cute as you, but he's very supportive, very protective and has helped me to regain my confidence in both myself and he human race in general.
You'll find someone but I know what you mean; 90% of girls don't look beyond how attractive you are; I've never been one to do it but I appreciate Ryan Ross as much as the next girl XD
I feel really bad for you and I kind of want to give you a hug right now.... I have been told I am a very understanding person - one of the other positive things that comes from eating disorders.
Looking forwards to christmas?
Rabbits = my favourite animal ^^
Took down new photo since i'm probably going to be getting some better ones soon...
P!ATD, so much love, I was/am so upset they split. Favourite song, northern downpour, favourite member; i can't decide... Ryan, Brendon, gah! I know... Ryden XD
Oh god, eating disorders and ex's, tell me about it, I've been fighting my disorder since I was fourteen and my first boyfriend left me. I've never properly gotten over it, but like you, my writing came along with my eating disorder so maybe it's not all bad...
Yes, I have been with Ed (yes, the irony...) for nearly a year now. What about you? Anyone special in your life?
It's not my dog, or my dad (although your hair is kinda like my rabbit... in a good way!! XD )
Haha, wow. The nhs missed my eating disorder, but gots yours.... well done england....
Thank you, it's nice to know i'm not getting uglier as I get older XD
Believe it or not, I don't live a million miles away - maybe about ten? I dunno, I'll check...
Oh lordy, the NHS... we have a long and *loving* relationship XD
Being in hospital sucks, hope you feel better soon.
Thanks for the comments, Dita is a bit of an idol ^^, I love her style but (I hate to say), those are old photos. At the moment my hair is its natural brown and getting long. Your photos are pretty cute although you remind me of someone I know...
Hello.
I'm Shelby.
I love photography.
If you want to check out some of my pictures here's a link to my Flickr.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/shelbyy_lynn/
Hi commenters~ Just leaving a message to say i will get back to you eventualy, i have a bit of a backlog of comments and when i get the chance i'll do my best to reply to you all xxx