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Thank you so much for that comment on Amity Falls. That story is like my pet project that I just never seem to update. I have pages upon pages of handwritten scenes for later in the story, but the next chapter just doesn't seem to get written. You're right, part of it is that I don't get the feedback, so thank you and comment swap for helping me out :)

Oh wow. lol. That does sound like it was pretty crazy, and still is.
Wow... that's why I'm kind of afraid to live on my own. You're just... on your own, period. It's a scary thought to manage money and school and just... keeping yourself sane all at the same time. So I understand why you couldn't get on.
But yeah, life happens. So, there will be those moments and longer ones. lol.
Do you still like the Jackass guys? :D lol. Random subject change, I know. :P

YAYAY! :D lol.
Don't worry, I tend to use them a lot too. XD Along with 'lols'. :P
And aha, okay, that's good. Because I thought I would. :P
And that's cool. I sometimes wish I lived more down south. It's seems so... country. lol. But yeah, it seems awesome with all of the land and stuff, and like, having wide open spaces and all. :) Better to have than clogged up city life, though I do enjoy the city occasionally as well. :)
So... how's life? How come you weren't on all that time? :(

I thought of you, and when I went to go click on your profile I saw that you changed your name, and your layout. And you posted a new story. :DD
Are you back? Remember me? :')

Fallyn? Where'd you go? :(

Speaking of, thank you very, very much for the story comment! :) I'm glad that you're liking the idea of it. :) Hopefully I don't disappoint when I do start posting it... which will be soon, by the way. ;) I have three chapters typed out so far... I'm aiming for five before I start posting it on here, but I may post it sooner. :)
And lol. Well, I think I can see what you mean. Probably with your background and all? That's what I was most worried with, but I ended up figuring it out and finding a good one to use. :) But it's definitely not amazing compared to other people's backgrounds I see... I don't understand how they get those, exactly.

http://dawnali.com/celebritygossip/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/65e60730-bam-tattoo-exp-400x333.jpg

^ There's a full picture of the tattoo. His shirt is kind of covering it a little bit, but you can see it for the most part. Oh, but here's a link to a picture that does a close up with him showing it off. lol.

http://cdn04.cdnwp.celebuzz.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/05/bam-margera-ryan-dunn-tattoo-400x300.jpg

:D It is pretty awesome. And yeah, same here; I'd love to get one for him too. But I'm sixteen, and I can't exactly yet... unless I get a parent to sign off for it. But then again, my mom may allow it because she's pretty easy-going. But not my dad. :o lol. How old are you? I don't think we've told each other. lol. Or wait... lol. Never mind, just looked on your profile. 19, right? :D
Hm... so wait... is this all in the same thing? Like, if the gif from that... reference...? lol. Because you typed that all out in the same paragraph, so... that confused me. lol. Let me know, though.
If it's two different things, cool about the gif. lol. :D As for what Bam said... hm... the only thing related to them that I know of related to Stand By Me is like, the beginning of the second episode to Proving Ground. But Bam wasn't on that. And Ryan and Jessica were just talking about that, and that led into the Goonies episode. lol. With Corey Feldman making a guest appearance in that episode, oddly enough. :P But they talk about it at the beginning. But yeah, if you're talking about a Bam gif... from like, the Viva La Bam days... I have no idea. lol. Unless it was on an episode I haven't seen, I don't think they make a reference to it during that... lol. But you'd know more likely if it was since you've seen them all, and own them on dvd. My sister and I still have yet to get them on dvd. :/

lol. That's cool. :D
Aw, awesome! I'll check it out once I have some time. :) I just looked it up, though, and from the summary page alone it looks pretty awesome. lol. :D
Oh, and here's the link to the Bam story. I got the summary page done. :)

http://stories.mibba.com/read/408566/You-Could-Be-My-Hero/

Feel free to let me know what you think. Like of the idea and what not. lol. Or even the layout. It's crappy, I know. :P But I should be starting the story soon. :)
lol. Yeah, totally agree. The tribute definitely showed his funniest and most heartfelt moments. :) He was just an amazingly funny dude. :)
And yeah. That was a sad moment. Also when they were interviewing Preston, Weeman, and Dave. :'( Weeman got a tattoo for him; it's awesome how he did that, and the tattoo itself is amazing.
Speaking of... have you see the tattoo Bam got for him? On his shoulder? That just brought a tear to my eye. :'( But I like that he got one too, though.
lol. And really? It's not that hard to figure out. :P Or well, I guess I was the same way when I first got on, or that's why I hesitated with getting one. But I get how to do stuff on there now. lol. But people do pretty amazing edits of everyone from Jackass and stuff. Especially the Dunn tributes, like a lot of those pictures are amazing, with the way people edit them and stuff.
Yeah, it does, I agree. :( And yeah... it does feel that way. It just feels like he's gone somewhere, doesn't it? And like he'll be back soon. :(

Haha, wait a minute... first of all, I adore your new username. :D And your icon. :') They're both very awesome.
lol. See, I'm the opposite. I haven't taken 6 years of Spanish, but I know a lot more of it than French. lol. That is a definite. :P
My sister said she watched the previews for both of them. She said they look... weird. lol. Because it's not the way they typically act, right? lol.
And haha. :D Well, he tries, right? lol. You can't blame your friend. :D lol, and yes! Glad you see what we mean. :P He's pretty awesome, though, I was actually going to start a story with him in it soon... think I should? It's a bit different than what I usually write, so... I'm kind of not sure if I should or not. It'd have a good dedication behind it though, because I was kind of going to write how Bam's coping with the loss of Ryan Dunn... though it's still fiction, though, for the most part... cause I'm going to add my own character to it and all.
G4 is like, the nerd channel. lol. :P Because all they show is like video game stuff on it all the time. So other than watching that show on there, I don't usually watch it. Or occasionally they put classic movies on there, but that's about it. Aw, and yeah. The tribute thing was very emotional. Like, they showed clips of Bam and Tony Hawk and... someone else, I believe... can't remember who the other person was... but I'm pretty sure there was someone else... anyway, they showed clips of those two at least talking about him. And then Preston, Dave, and Weeman visited on the show live and talked about him a little bit. Weeman even showed off his dedication tattoo. :'(
Aw, and well, Proving Ground is hilarious, he's still the same old funny Dunn on it. But I guess I know what you mean with it being hard to watch, with it being more recent, maybe? I didn't see the first episode, but the second episode was hiliarious. Like, you have to watch it, like every other moment Ryan did something funny. :)
Aw, and yeah... I know. :( I've been wondering how she's been holding up about it. I mean, I can't imagine... like, she didn't deserve that. No one should have to deal with losing their love so soon. God... I read about that in stories all the time and it makes me cry... just imagine what it does to me in real life. Aw... and the other day I saw pictures of them together people posted on Tumblr and it was just... aw, they were so cute together. :'( Why can't life ever be fair? :(

Yeah. :/
Oh, okay then. That might be what I have to do then. My sister and I were discussing this like, yesterday, ironically, and she said that she'd probably have to order it online. But thanks for letting me know. You helped a lot. :D
And that's what it was! You are right! lol. I forgot what the bit was called. :P My bad. Aha. :D So yeah, it was a ram. :) Hm... isn't torro another word for bull? Or Spanish for it? lol. Again, I could be completely off. :P And I only know a little Spanish, so... I'm not really sure of that. lol.
Aw, and that's cool. So you used a source then. ;) lol. Don't worry, cause I would've done the same thing, because I know nothing about skating either. lol. And I guess your friend is like Bam then. lol. My sister and I joke all the time about how he like, thinks he's so good at skating, and he's better than probably a lot of people, don't get me wrong, but it's always funny because all he ever does is like go up like a ramp or something and then go back down. lol. You know what I mean? XD And then we always tease and say he can't do many tricks. :P
Anyway, on to another subject... have you heard of the show Proving Ground that Dunn's on? They brought it back on G4 last night... it was funny, of course. :) And then they had this little Dunn tribute thing before it. :'( It brought up my sad feelings and now I'm really missing him again. :( Did you watch the show?

Aw, yeah, same here. Like, that whole week afterwards, I could barely eat. When I get upset, that's usually what happens: I like lose my appetite. :/ But I'm doing better now, though.
I haven't been able to turn them off either. I've never seen Haggard, though, but I really want to! I just... can't seem to find it anywhere. :/ Is it online? Or not? Because, yeah... my sister went to go buy it, and oddly enough a place had it, but it was out of stock.
And yeah, that's how I think about it too while watching them. I just watched Jackass 3D last night, because I saw a still on Tumblr from the part where him and Steve-O go into the fenced area with the... goat? I'm pretty sure that's what it is, it has horns? lol. And then they have the instruments and they're playing them and then the whole time, the animal is staring at Ryan and going after him. Aha, one of my favorite parts in the movie. :P
What I've found I can't do is listen to Memories by Weezer. It's just... kind of too much. I can listen to a little bit of it, but not the whole song for some reason. lol. Idk.

Thank you!
I'll probably be when I get back from Vacation.
I leave in three days :D

Aw, you're very welcome. :D
Yeah, same here. I still can't believe he's gone. :(

Ah, yes that's true.
I mean, if you stick around to read it, hopefully you can still help with ideas along the way?
Lol.
<3

It's amazing, haha thank you!
Since I already wrote the rest of that chapter though, I'll use what you wrote for another time, when she gets mad at him or something. :D
Thankyousooomuch :DDDD

Ignore that last comment haha.
I figured it out..
I'm going to have Aria play with Justin and then drop him on his ass,
just like he did to her , but this time, she's doing it on purpose.
Lol, sound good?
Any ideas of HOW I can make this happen? xD

Hey, here is part of their conversation for a chapter. Could you please add anything to the conversation, if you could?

Right now, they are at a coffee shop, and he's hiding under a hoodie and sunglasses, and i somehow want her to say something and then him take off his sunglasses to look her straight in the eye and say something, but people spot him and cameras start flashing and they have to leave and stuff...
If you don't wanna help write, dude it's TOTALLY fine.. lol..

Justin sighed in relief. “Well, I'm not sure how to start this, but, how have you been?”

This was my chance, I could finally tell him everything, how I feel, how I have been feeling. I opened my mouth to say something, but then closed it again without saying a word. I couldn't do that, I wasn't going to show how weak I was. “Besides the pain of learning that you will never leave me alone, and the agony of having to live with someone who is a Justin Bieber freak -” He smiled at that, cocky much? “- I would say fairly content. And you?”

“Oh, I've been great,” Justin chuckled as he rested against the seat. “I'm glad I've got this break from tour, it's been so exhausting. All I have been wanting to do is sleep and eat and play video games while I'm on break, but then, you come back into my life and -”

“No,” I shook my head quickly. “We're not going into that whole emotional tornado of the past. Remember, your exact words of forgetting all of this shit that had happened?” I smirked at his expression; jaw dropped, sighing in defeat.

“I'm not allowed to explain how I feel now, after seeing you again?” He asked quietly; his voice was showing pure vulnerability and hesitation.

I shrugged, “If you want to explain those feelings to the seat that I'm sitting on, I'll gladly be of service and leave you and this uncomfortable red seat, alone.”

Justin scoffed, grabbing my hand just as I was about to get up. “Come on, don't be like that, I was only kidding,”

“Sure you were,” I sighed, sipping down the rest of my drink.

Dude, that totally matches up to what I just wrote about for something.
that will go along perfectly.
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU (:

Well, all I know, is that I want Justin to be in it somehow.
I want this story to be spread out, not cluttered together as in she falls back for him within 3 or 4 chapters.
I want it like my Hold Up My Heart story, but it has to be different.
Here's an idea that I want but I don't know when i should bring it into the story?

Aria is a musician- well her father's side of the family was, and she caught on. after a time she got majorly sick and it damaged her vocal chords, she hasn't sang since - about a year and a half ago..
I want Justin to be the one to help her get through her fear of if her singing voice is fully healed at works right. - It'll be like how Aria got Justin to not be afraid, when he first started his music..

Make sense at all? :x

Ahh, so I was right haha thank you for clearing that up.
(:
And I already finished that scene, I didn't want Justin to be in like, every chapter, you know?
It was kind of a filler - a crappy one at that.
So for this next one, I'm not sure at all what to do. :/

WAHHOOOOOOO!!