Okay, I need to rant, and I need to rant now.So...I just started college. Like, two weeks ago, but still. You know no big deal.But everyone back home's main concern for me is making friends. And yeah, I haven't made any besides my room mate, but that doesn't fucking matter really, does it?I'm getting sick of everyone tell me to just go outside, leave my dorm, go to some event, go do this, go do...

Every once in awhile I get requests from people asking me to write them a personal fanfiction or imagine or something.I'm not very good at them, so I don't. I tired once and horribly failed. That's why I write fanfictions with my own characters cause then they can be longer, I can make up their personalities, and stuff like that.But I kinda wish for once someone would write me one, you know like,...

Everyone loves Florida right? Theme parks such as Universal, Disney, Sea World, ect ect. There's the beach and other wonderful things to see. The weathers nice and you can just have a great time, right?Well, my family happen to take a trip there ourselves. I thought that hey, maybe I can enjoy Spring Break and such.HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH Well I was fucking wrong. My family has been nothing but assholes...

Seriously, am I?I have basically lost important people in the most ridiculous ways. It always ends with them doing something wrong, but somehow it's my fault. Somehow I always turn out to be the horrible, selfish bitch. And I don't get it.I am not a bitch. I now I am not. I know I don't purposely hurt anyone, and if I am in the wrong, I'm always willing to say sorry.Ha, sorry.When's the last time...

So, guys and gals. I kinda sorta accidently wrote the beginnings of a song. Any thoughts?I have forgotten myself, always worrying for everyone else.I've left myself defenseless, off to be so recklessIt's the pain inside that I can't denyInk splattered on paper,Like blood in the snowOdds are not in my favorit'd be better if I could let go.I wish you knew, I want you to know, maybe if I could...