I'm a very empathetic, sympathetic kind of person. I tie the world into knots of reason and rhyme, and slowly set up a system of balance. Right and wrong have absolutely no meaning to me, and shouldn't be a basis for someones life. It strikes at you, with a constricting narrow view of the life. Undermining the truth of everything. Holding you back from reality. It carves a hole out in your chest,...

no, no, no...I dedicate this entire entry to the people who feel this pain...This torment.This blackness.I want them all to know that it might not end, but their is still hope...All my dear friends... they care enough to empathize... to try to take it on for me... no... This is my burden, the sky that crushes me... i will smile my broken smile and shake my head to you... no i will say... when you...

have you ever felt like you were on fire? like at any moment you would just burst into flames? a wave of rage or hate taking over making you shake and tremble...? you feel like you could snap a person in two if you got your hands on them... ive felt it.... and its cuz of the hell i go through.... it eats at me... and i want to rip it to shreads.... it pokes and prods me untill i go absolutly...

In the early morning when you get up to go to school...or to work.... what things cross through your mind? for most people im sure, its what happened the day before... and then what might happen today.... Now what about when you go to sleep? Do you think of all the things that have happened in the past week... what you enjoyed... and what you want to change... I have those moments for sure.... not...

A wonderful little word it is..... Of course im being sarcastic, but i'll give the benifit of the doubt. We all go through some kind of depression in our lives, and some worse than others. I, myself, do not think of me being depressed, but i have to be honest with myself. I sorta know why but yet i cant do anything about it. I will not EVER take medication for it, my belief is that if your mind...