So I realize that the last thing i've posted on here was 3 or 4 years ago. A lot has happened in the past couple years. Work for one. Life's had its up and downs for me. I've taken up smoking. My biggest role model in my life, my grandfather died. 1 year after that my Uncle Brian died from Cancer, and 3 months after that my brother in law died in a motorcycle accident. I've had my heart broken...