Ive been feeling mega weird, as in im not thinking or mentally all there. Its weird and is starting to annoy the monkey butts outta me.Physically im there but my mind isnt and im not even thinking about anything productive or interesting, im just going over converstions in my head or thinking about, some freaky shit, and by freaky shit i mean, life,death,blood,pain,WTF!!!!I sound like an attention...

Recently death has been on my mind alot as in it is continuously there. Ive realised that no matter how hard you try you can't run away from any of your problems.No matter how many times youTHINK about ItTALK about ItCUT about ItCRY about ItSCREAM about ItIT always remains.Also once you die you just go to another shitty place. I believe in heaven and hell and therefore I have come to the...

Next year BVB are coming to england on the murderdolls tour Thingy and I really really want to go but I'm not allowed to go. I haven't asked my parents but i know for a fact that they will say no for many reasons:1) they hate and are against any form of music2) they would skin me alive just for wanting to go3) they can't stand anything I do or say or even like4) it's in Manchester and I don't live...

I hate thinking because once I start I can't stop and then I end up having a huge argument in my head with myself and once the argument is finished I don't feel any better I just feel like shit because I haven't achieved anything from my arguments. Fighting with myself just proves how much of an idiot I am and how I can't seem to be able to get the courage and do what I want to do. I hate it when...