I look at my self in the present. Then i compare myself to the past. Where the hell did the past me go. Ive changed so much in this year, mostly for the worse. I wake up wondering if todays worth living for, should i kill myself? i remember when i looked forward to making up the next day, where did that part of me go?i look in the mirror, "Who the hell is this guy?" Its really me, why cant i see...