I wish I was void of emotions, honestly. I wish I wasn't so damn sensitive and able to tackle this crap like a champ. I can't take these memories of us just being erased like it never happened and the awkwardness of pretending I don't feel the same for you, because let's be honest it will not fade.I can't help that you were the first person I liked and gave me good memories. I can't help that you...

I got the courage to tell you to stop texting me. I admit it was a bi**** of me, but I can't stop thinking about how many times you hurt me. You asked what you did wrong, and I said "nevermind" because I couldn't work up the other courage to tell you off. To tell you that it was crappy of you to ignore me much longer than I've ignored you. We don't hang out and you don't even know HOW much it took...

Raise your hand if you're staying home alone tonight. Me! Raise your hand if it's not really a choice...me :/No plans whatsoever, and while I'm glad to be home safe and sound, it's not the way I pictured my night going, by far. I'm missing my family and "him" it hurts actually. But nevertheless I'm trying to stay positive and decided to bake these hot mamas!They are delish, but a little too much...

How do I get the courage to tell you I'm tired of waiting on you. That it's been three months and you still haven't decided where I am in your life, or if I'm even apart of it. I'm pretty sure I'm not and whether I ever was, I guess I'll never know.How do I explain to you how many tears I've shed, how many days I feel empty or disappointed when you don't text? How much it hurts to think that you'd...

I honestly did not think it'd end up like this. Where I smile at the littlest texts or when a cheesy love song comes on, I actually enjoy it!Ugh, what is wrong with me. I thought us girls were silly when it came to boyfriends and romance, but now I see how smitten you can become with said person. I mean when I think about romance, I admit I'm pretty sentimental and a little cheesy, but to actually...

I think it's probably pathetic I'd have to seek advice on this from the web, but seeing as I don't really have a lot of friends, I'm on my own on this one. I'm going to do my best to explain the situation as clear as I can, but I doubt it -_-Anyways, here it goes.So I met this guy almost a month ago and the first "date" was pretty amazing. We hung out all day and at the end, we kissed. All was...

Okay, so I'm not exactly going away to college. However I am moving to my dad/grandparents' choice of living for cosmetology school. Really I just would like some tips from students on how to not get homesick?I mean I don't like where I live AT ALL and I more or less hate everyone in it, but I'm really close to my mom and I just don't want that to keep me from reaching my goal. Because I'm afraid...

Seeing as I'm able to go to a 18 & over club now, I did just that on a sort of a whim after practically begging someone to take on FB. Well, I mostly hinted I wanted to go a club I know of over here in Hollywood. So my friend Rivka offered to take me and be the driver, so I was happy I was getting to go finally!After waiting for 20-25 minutes we got in, and while we were driving there Rivka...

I really do love my iPhone. Like it's just different when you actually use it and know that's it yours and you're not just using someone else's phone to make a call or whatever. I'm installing the apps I want and put my playlist in, so I'm quite happy for the times I may forget my iPod in the first place.It's cool "communicating" with people in this way, even though it's probably not much...

Yup. Ironically I paid a trip down to Sprint with my mom and low and behold we decided to switch to iPhones. Even though I had barely just paid a lot for my other phone, I literally had to go cancel my old phone and get a refund for it. Luckily, I was still in the clear, so I could return it.But yeah. Finally man, I own one. I mean I feel like I'm apart of the whole "iPhone crew" and will stop...

I added the blossoms to the tree and I'm pretty satisfied. Even though it hurt like a female dog, I actually do love it and I'm glad it's done for the most part. I may need to add a bit more outline to the blossoms but for now I'll see how it looks when it's healed up. Ugh, everyone kept saying "It doesn't hurt, it's not that bad, you'll be fine, only the first 60 seconds is bad." Yeah no, shut...

So I got my tattoo...sort of.It was pretty okay at first, but once my cousin starting the shade, holy crap it hurt!!! Badly, and I have to admit I cried. It was not what I was hoping for, as far as pain wise. However, once it was over I was happy about how it turned out, so that made up for things.The problem is that my cousin doesn't have the right shade of color I want to finish my tattoo. So I...

I'm supposed to be getting my tattoo soon by my tattoo artist-cousin. I'm pretty nervous, but really excited. I don't know what my pain tolerance is concerning tattoos, but I'm trying to be positive and hope it's not too bad.I've been wanting it for two months now, and with my parents' blessing, it's good to go. It's all drawn out and what not, just waiting for my cousin to pick up the supplies....

So it's Friday, and I'm feeling a bit flu-ey. Don't know if I'm getting sick or what, but it sucks because I usually NEVER get sick, knock on wood.My birthday's coming up next week on the 8th and I'm mega excited! I'll be 18 finally. I'm hoping to upgrade my craptastic cellphone to an iPhone. You know, got to fit in with the crowd and what not :Pand hopefully I'll be able to get my tattoo next...

I've been saying it for a while now, but now that I graduated, I guess it's finally true. No, I'm not going to college, and no I don't feel bad about it or regret it. It's not in me and after looking up classes and just staring at the screen for about 20 minutes, I realize I'm not meant for it. Or at least right now.Why? Because I spent four years busting my arse to finish high school, almost...

Am I alone on this? Or is any other single people often finding themselves giving out relationship advice...or trying to at least because deep down you're going 'WTF, why are you asking these questions?Like clearly my friends know I'm single, so I don't know why they feel need to ask me for advice on THEIR relationship knowing I've never had one, yet they insist I'm related to Miss Cleo. Really?...

-sigh- I'm not joking. I went to the store and of course there were two kids standing outside with a box of puppies, begging me to take one because they would have no home soon, and I being the pushover I am, caved in. But seriously, they were really cute kids and I didn't want to break their hearts, so...Meet my new baby Elijah, or Eli for short.But seriously, he's so fracking cute. He's a...

Because I finally did it. I graduated high school yesterday officially and damn it, I feel like a bad a*s. My high school journey finally ended, which I'm glad for. High school wasn't for me, and even though I did really have some fun times and met great people, it's finally my chance to do something else meaningful and get started with my life, my real life.I look back and just have tingles...

2 days. 2 days until graduation!It's finally here after taking it's sweet a*s time to arrive. I've been going crazy thinking about this day on Thursday where I finally walk the stage and have those Hawaiian things put around your neck.All my old friends graduated already last week and I'm like of course I get to go last, but perhaps it's saving the best for last? Either way I can't wait to be...

Never mind don't answer that, cause even I'm not sure.But I am sure my mom is really capable of being a full on dumb a*s.While she still laments over her "ex" boyfriend, oh wait, I'm not sure about ex anymore since they went to the movies together and apparently still text each other...So imagine my surprise when my mom comes home and I find...a tattoo...I mean "tramp stamp" with her "ex's" name...