Sayonara

You pretend you're sad and you pretend you're cool to the end, but truthfully, all you do is act like a fool; you ain't shit without your crew. I don't have time, gotta go. So long, goodbye, adios, I don't want to see your ugly face again no more.Don't worry about me and just go away. I'll disappear, I'll vanish, I'll fade away, no strings attatched. You actually thought I'd hang onto you. That's...
January 20th, 2011 at 02:42am

Time to let go...

So it all comes down to this, our love was such a bliss.You've blessed me with the best, my love, and now she wants in your heart.I want you to know my heart bled, bled for you.But will she ever do the same, same, same for you?We played this game called love, but how is it that I came out gone ?Wishing that this could have been real this time around, our love..Tick, tick, the time runs, and I...
January 19th, 2011 at 02:23am

Should I feel horrible?

I'm happy. I got asked to Winter Formal by a guy I actually didn't mind going with. His name is Andy. He's nice, good-looking, smart, athletic, and I mean...he's on the basketball team, and he's a good friend of mine...But...you see...There's another guy. His name is Lynel. My friend Angela had been telling me he was planning on asking me, but he just kept chickening out, so I decided that he'll...
January 18th, 2011 at 04:44am

Six Billion Secrets...

Almost disgusts me sometimes...It sickens me how there are people in the world that can do such horrible things to such innocent people.Everyday...There'll be rape.There'll be murder.Suicide.Molestation.And it makes me wonder: Why do people do it?Why are they so tempted to do such things? Why so sick, so demeaning, so...cruel?It annoys me sometimes, seeing some secrets like:"I'll get help if this...
January 13th, 2011 at 12:00am

Blarg -__-

It makes me wonder...Why are pizzas circle shaped when the boxes are clearly squares?You asked me this today.I laughed and asked if you were serious. You replied with a quick yes, and a blank expression plastered onto your face.I told you I didn't know.Then you started to grow mad and all of a sudden."YOU'RE SO STUPID," you cried.It stunned me.Then you just huffed and got up from our lunch table...
January 12th, 2011 at 02:42am

Every. Single. Night...

I go to bed praying to God.Hoping I'm not that one friend everybody secretly hates.I go to bed praying to the Heavens above.That my mother will pull through the divorce and come back up to start a new beginning.I got to bed praying to the Angels in the sky.That I will never have to meet any tragedies; that I will lead only a joyous life....But every night, I have to sit through listening to my...
January 11th, 2011 at 03:42am

Thank you so much...

I would like to thank you.I stayed home from school today due to my fever. I've always had perfect attendance since kindergarten until today. The fever was just too much and I had to stay in bed.I checked my Facebook and AIM later today.When I checked my AIM, I noticed you left me a message from your phone right after school ended, even if I wasn't online at the time.I saw: "hey u feeling...
January 6th, 2011 at 02:25am

-MEH-

"I'll back off so you can live.Say it directly, looking at me,Say it looking into my eyes.Did you just say you wanted to break up?Did you want to end this?"Today you walked up to me and told me to lay off.I asked you why. You told me not to play stupid and act like I don't know about the phone call.I honestly didn't know. Just because I'm one of the many that hates your current girlfriend, don't...
January 5th, 2011 at 12:45am

It is very much indeed...a new year.

New Year's.A new beginning.A fresh start.A whole new introduction.For I, 2011 will be the year I get over my insomnia.It will be the year of accomplishments and achievements.I will participate in as many things as possible, and try to get over thing.One thing.The only solution the bickering of my two most beloved parents.Divorce.Today, my mother asked me the question every teenager probably will...
January 2nd, 2011 at 05:23am

Yes, it's true. I truly am...lol-ing like hell...\=

When somebody is sad, my friend, you can't just cheer up and act like nothing is happening. You can do that all you want, it can work for you all it wants, but one day, you're going to have to wake up and realize that that's not always the solution to everything. Tell me, do you just cheer up when a close friend or relative dies? Do you just cheer up when you've been yelled at AGAIN, no matter how...
December 31st, 2010 at 12:38am

No Sleep, Whatsoever...

I've been asked why I don't sleep at night; why I'm always on Facebook or Tumblr or AIM at like 3 in the morning. I've tried to sleep, I just can't.It's obvious my lack of sleep is showing. The dark-bagged eyes, the pale skin color, the cranky attitude.But WHY don't I just sleep?Because whenever I sleep, I go to sleep with my parents yelling and screaming, fighting in the other room. And if I fear...
December 30th, 2010 at 09:19pm

Who, What, Why, When, Where, and How...These are some questions I have received during my time of living...

-Why?Why do you choose to be so rude? Why are you so open with your opinions? Why don't you ever consider others' feelings? Why don't you open up about yourself? Why are you so distant? Why so quiet? Why do you take things so seriously? Why is everything such a big deal to you? Why do you have to be such a brat when we're just joking?Why?Because who else is willing to do what I do? My answer is...
December 30th, 2010 at 06:12am

-SIGH-

.::Playing "Tongue Tied" by Stereo Skyline::.-Is it weird how I notice that you and I...are something VERY interesting? For instance, I'll tell you now, Juicebox, that whenever you text me, I feel a tsunami of butterflies attack at my stomach, I'll hear the beating of my heart in my ears, and I'll probably won't be able to process my thoughts for a few seconds. What happens when I text you? I'm...
December 29th, 2010 at 07:31am