This probably won't make any sense because I'm overtired and overemotional but I just feel that I need to write. Just for the release of it.When I listen to music, my music, my favourite artists with my favourite songs, it’s like something builds in me and I get this pressure in my chest. But it’s a good pressure, it feels like my heart is swelling, and I feel a kind of static on my skin. I...

I've started this journal about 5 times today and then keep changing my mind because I don't know what else there is to say. I've expressed this, whatever this is, in every single possible way I can think of. I've written 'I love you' and 'You're amazing' and 'Never be anyone but you' in every possible variation. You just leave me speechless because I can never really express my feelings how I...