Do you guys ever get triggered so hard that you just go spiraling back down into that pit of negativity that you worked so hard to get out of?I've actually been in and out of it a few times and I thought I was finally getting past it, but here we are again. Only this time, I'm feeling kind of hysterical and I want to piss people off just so they can shit talk me and tell me about how I"m such a...

Hey Mibba! Been absent for a hot-a$$ minute. Oops.You know, life.I'm trying to figure things out with work because I've been patiently waiting to be promoted and I've worked my ass off on the exams I need to take, but my manager just can't seem to get his shit together long enough to take the time and fvcking get on with it!So, I'm feeling put-off or strung along by this guy and my patience is...

So I just read a blog post by divine; and it was so good! Like, really got me thinking and it reminded me of when I used to live in New York.I had an interesting talk with some people I'd met through my cousin, about America and the violent outbreaks and the issues with race. Mainly discussing the marches going on and protests for our rights.It was my cousin, my mom, my older sister, my cousin's...

Ayoooo!Been a while!Today is Tuesday, March 19, 2019, 8:33 PM and I think it’s eastern time.I’m pretty sure the last time I wrote on here was when I lived in New York, but I live in Texas now, which is pretty cool.Do I consider myself a Texan? Hell no. Did I consider myself a New Yorker? Heeeell no.I’m whatever you want to call someone who lives for that warm beach life.Uh, so rn, I’m on...

So, my previous employer was trippin on some real shit.I worked for her, but was paid through a state company. Because she didn't have all the funds she needed to pay me for my overtime, she put in my timesheets for me and paid me cash when she needed to. No problem.But multiple times she has forgotten to put my time sheets in, so I've had to go two weeks to a month with no paycheck. I lived with...

So, my ex from years ago, we’ll call him Watermelon, messaged me a couple of days ago. It was random but he was saying he wanted to talk and I said, “okay” and he said “I mean talk talk”, and I’m thinking ‘talk talk? What does that mean? You want to talk over the phone instead of text? Then he said, “love meeeeee, talk to meeeee”, so I told him I do love him and I really care...

Today was my Intro to Psychology class and we had to turn in our FLAWLESS essay.Because I’m such a genius (not the sarcasm), I waited until the last minute to write my essay and stayed up until 2:30 am because while I was writing it, I was distracted by my ex. But yeah, I didn’t go to sleep until late and then I had my alarm set for 6:40 am and didn’t get out of bed until 7:40. Class was at...

Back to the guy Jason, from earlier this week.We had sex. Honestly, I was really pumped for it. It's been 7 months! But it did not feel good at all. Sure, when he went down on me it was pretty nice, but even that wasn't entirely stimulating. My southern entrance seemed to be feeling it somehow, but it hurt. Is that normal for not doing it for 7 months?To make matters a little more odd, I never...

Fuck me. This morning is just not feeling quite right.I completely forgot to turn on my alarm last night and I slept really good, which is nice, but I woke up 50 minutes before I had to go to work and I didn't eat breakfast.Not to mention, I'm feeling emotional because of a weird situation plus my ex hasn't messaged me since Sunday when we broke up, even though be both agreed that we should just...

My boyfriend has been away at basic training for 6 months. Before he was my boyfriend, we were friends and then friends with benefits and we became a couple about a month or two after he left. I had feelings for him long before that, but I kept my feelings to myself because I was afraid he wouldn't feel the same way.Anyway, it's been six months of emotional ups and downs. I cried so much when he...

Making friends feels like such a challenge sometimes. Not just on the internet, but at home too.I thought my former roommate and I were hitting it off but then she got a girlfriend and totally changed so we hardly talk or do anything together now, which is not ENTIRELY my fault because she's literally always gone from the house.My former best friend/friend-with-benefits now boyfriend went off to...

So, I need to figure out how I can get my dads attention without offending him or "hurting" his man pride.Ever since my parents divorced, my dad has really changed. He used to be very organized and very strict about things, but now he's not as organized and he's more laid back. Also, I was raised a vegetarian by both of my parents and my dad was very strict about eating out vegetables. Now he eats...

If any parents are reading this, I just want to say, don't ever put your child through a life changing situation such as divorce. Figure out what issues you and your spouse are having and work them out. And for heaven's sake, don't argue in front of the children, because that's ridiculous.My parents got divorced about 4 or 5 years ago and I'm still having problems with the change. I can accept...

This may be something we all find utterly gross and things that shouldn't be discussed, but it's not what you think. No blood will be discussed, or anything of that nature.I can't stand how I get so emotional about everything. I'm either very monotonous or sad. Sometimes I don't even know what I feel and it's so frustrating. Other times I'm so disconnected and nothing matters and I don't care...