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Boy talks to girlGirl takes interest in boyBoy talks to girl for fackin' agesGirl is in denial that she likes boyBoy is forever being lovelyGirl sees boy at collegeBoy is gorgeousGirl gets nervous and avoids himBoy talking to girl againGirl starts to admit she may like boyBoy posts status about arctic monkeysGirl fucking loves boyGirl just realised that's a bit of an exaggerationGirl...
January 13th, 2013 at 11:25pm

New Years Resolutions

Right, so here are my new years resolutions. I know I won't keep to them all but I'll try at least.1. Trying not to top myself would be a good start. I can't really say stop feeling suicidal as to be fair that's not exactly my fault and it's not something you can help, but I keep getting so fucking fed up of everything I just want it to be over and I want people to notice cos like let's face it,...
January 2nd, 2013 at 06:55am

Still miss him | Last night | Prozac | Misfits

It's been 1 year, 3 months and 19 days since I saw Jamie. Still missing him, probably always will.Like it's not that I still have feelings for him or anything, not at all, but he was the first person I ever loved, the first person I said the L word to, the first person who said it to me, and he'll always mean something to me. I love him to bits in a non-romantic way. Despite everything I'm so...
December 17th, 2012 at 12:22am

Things are messy, stoned again and heartbroken again. (Mature content)

I don't know what my body's problem is with smoking but last night was the second time I whitied.Also I'm in a very not-right state while writing this so if things don't flow very well or I'm not quite getting to the point I apologise. Not with it again. But to be honest I don't really write these with the intention of wanting other people to read it, it's just nice to get this stuff out before I...
December 10th, 2012 at 10:19pm

I hate my pulse because it still thinks I'm alive

I can't even look after myself. I feel so ill and fucked up, I've lost control.I don't really sleep because my insomnia is back again, then I have to wake up at 5.45AM for college. And when I do sleep, I really sleep, right through the day and then my body clock is messed up and I get into this depressing routine of sleeping in late, so just staying in bed until I sleep again, not going anywhere...
November 20th, 2012 at 09:18pm

GUESS WHO'S SEEING THE VACCINES TOMORROW NIGHT

Fuck yeah I ammm!BUZZIN'.ACTUALLY FUCKING BUZZIN'.Mad fer it.Omg I missed them. I've been waiting for this moment, to see them again when I'm a proper hardcore fan.I love you guys xoSupport acts are Pale, Deap Vally and DIIV but I don't have a fucking clue who Pale are because I can't find them online. Listened to Deap Vally and DIIV though and they're so good I'm actually psyched!!!Tehe.Best part...
November 15th, 2012 at 12:03am

Last night was the most eventful night I've ever had in my life... My House Party + pics and vids

Literally was the most eventful night of my life. I loved it.First I was all nervous and panicky because I thought way more people than I could handle were gonna turn up, but it was actually pretty much the perfect amount of people for my house! I'd say there were about 30.I'd love to be able to explain all of the night to you like a book but to be frank that would take far too much time and I...
November 11th, 2012 at 09:09pm

My weekend so far :)

I only like posting blogs about my weekends if I'm honest because nothing else interesting goes on anyway.Last night I had Josh over, and I see him every weekend now (although honestly, it's still difficult having to wait a whole week) but this was the first one where it was actually just me and him and it was so nice because we didn't have to be secretive about our 'relationship' or keep distance...
October 20th, 2012 at 05:13pm

My weekends are amazing

I just have the best weekends lately, like they actually make me sooo happy and as soon as it's over I just spend my week waiting for the next weekend and counting down the days and then hours. Living for Saturdays mostly.I've been at the lads the past 3 weekends, wonder how long it'll take until they start charging me rent...Dev and Josh are beyond amazing, just, such incredible lads, and I'm...
October 14th, 2012 at 06:23pm

Turn ons & Turn offs

No I am not copying you I did this first okay.Turn ons:~ Dark hair~ Facial hair (stubble/beard)~ Small nose~ Few small freckles~ Older than me by 2+ years~ Good sense of humour/can make me laugh~ Likes the same music as me~ Not skinny or chubby, but has a little bit of podge~ Hairy chest~ Good cuddler~ Kisses me without reason~ Decent clothing taste~ Texts me first~ Cute smile~ Smokes~ Can drive~...
October 6th, 2012 at 11:25pm

I've never known someone so perfect

I'm picky, I really have no problem admitting that. And men who are really my type are a rare species. But I found someone who is so fucking ridiculously perfect and I just cannot fathom how, perfect, yeah... He is perf. His favourite band are Arctic Monkeys - 'nuff said.Don't even know what to do with myself right now.I met him briefly nearly a year ago and I was very drunk and I thought he was...
October 6th, 2012 at 07:18pm

I'm back!

Went away for a while but I've decided to come back! Not like I expect anyone to really know who I am, I've been off and on for a while.I do have lots of goss and stories but I can't be fucked with all that so I'll just give a little update I suppose.Started college last week, I'm on a level 2 media course. I'm pretty much the odd one out in my group. I only have friends on Thursdays. Love the...
September 17th, 2012 at 05:33pm

Morrissey in Manchester (inside this journal is the best night of my life)

Saturday, 28/07/14, was the best night of my life. I don't even know where to begin, I'm still really emotional that I actually saw the beautiful Morrissey live and he was right in front of me and I just stood there in awe getting knocked about before deciding to move back a bit because I was getting practically beaten. Which in a way annoys me now because if I had put up with it for just a bit...
August 2nd, 2012 at 02:51am

This is turning me on

So I've been in bed like all day and so has my mum and she's not cooking tonight and I'm too lazy to cook (plus I can't even cook anyway) so I'm sat here STARVING, then I find this....Food porn.Undoubtedly turned on. And hungry. Very hungry.I only live with my mum and neither of us can actually properly cook so stuff out of a packet always just gets shoved in the oven and I'm seriously so sick of...
June 27th, 2012 at 09:01pm

Tumblr

I hadn't been on tumblr for so long. And every time I tried to get back into I just couldn't. Got tired of looking at a blog that said f*cking nothing about me and that just bored me. My first idea was to create a new tumblr but I didn't want to lose over 700 followers so I've just started fresh instead. Even changed my URL. It's been a very long time since I've been this into tumblr. I really do...
June 12th, 2012 at 03:04am

I still hate it here.

I'm just really bad at deleting accounts. But really... I've given it a few days and I know for a fact that I will never get used to this, nor like it.I'm not exactly a computer genius and I can't even navigate my way around, let alone figure out how to make blog layouts look decent. So this will do. Why does everything need a layout now? Oh wait, EXCEPT THE PROFILES. Which should be the one main...
May 28th, 2012 at 04:58pm

This is horrid.

Why Mibba, why? As soon as I saw the banner I cringed. Honestly, this is just really awful.I don't understand why Mibba couldn't just improve on what this site already had instead of changing practically everything and confusing the hell out of everyone. And as if the tacky banner or complicated navigation isn't bad enough, now everyone's profiles look the exact same. Isn't Mibba supposed to be...
May 24th, 2012 at 09:46pm

The Hunger Games.... is overrated.

I've heard a lot of hype about it, especially on here. And with the film coming out in cinema soon I thought I'd read the book first. But I'm actually finding it more of a chore rather than enjoyable to get through this book. I'm not saying it's bad or anything, I just think it's been overrated. It drags and is sometimes repetitive and I just don't find it gripping at all. I find myself waiting...
March 7th, 2012 at 12:01am

I refuse to use the journals section until Mibba has fixed this

What the fuck Mibba? I went away, expecting this problem to be fixed by time I came back, and it isn't! I'm not happy. All the journal entries look shite. This is not okay. No. So excusing this one entry, I'm refusing to post here again until I can use paragraphs and coding and shit. Ugh this is awful. And now I can't even use my cheat for the 100 words rule so I just have to ramble and now I look...
January 6th, 2012 at 04:01pm

My first relationship? I'm scared.

I met the most lovely lad. He does all the cute things a boy should do. Holds me if I'm cold, tells me he misses me a minute after I've left, pushes my hair to the side when it falls in my face, makes sure to talk to me everyday and always says goodnight, sends me a billion kisses on the end of every text, lets me know that he's always there for me, looks at me when I'm talking, is willing to...
December 6th, 2011 at 10:27pm