Ok I'm going to make this blog as less "condescending" as possible since that's what I got banned for the last time I made a serious blog. I want to assure anybody reading this to know that I'm not talking about any specific person or blog or user on this site. I apologize in advance if you feel offended in anyway. This is just my honest opinion. I'm doing this with a good heart and Blog...

OH Boy...(trigger warning drug mention ???)OKay so the night before last, my friends and I got high with this boy that she knew and I don't know what the fuck they gave us but I'm convinced they were trying to kill us. Ok maybe it wasn't that serious, but we were all laid out. It hit so hard.Okay so I'm going to try and explain it as much as I can but it's gonna be hard.LIke...I could see the...

Maybe I'll write an article on this later but this is just some random thought that I decided to write down. It's sort of a problem I've seen a lot on mibba and honestly in the whole online writing scene since I was like 14.When I first started writing stories. like in elementary and middle school, most of my characters looked like me. Which is brown. Then I discovered Quizilla and somewhere along...

I sprinkle sugar on my anxiety and call it happiness when all I can think about is if I'll ever feel anything other than fear. When is it going to start feeling good? When am I going to start believing what I say? When is this place going to stop being my check point? I'm always trying to get back, even when I don't notice it, because it's the only place I feel safe. This is recovery I guess. This...

Okay so I have a confession to make...I'm....a....(deep breath)Thumb sucker.(well a finger sucker but you get the point)I know I know. I'm going to be twenty in less than three month and I'm still addicted to one of the most common habits there is.I started when I was around three or four so it never messed my teeth up, but it makes my fingers look really gross and pruned sometimes and it's even...

Hello everyone! A few weeks ago I hosted a contest and the winner of it was mibba user heroes. with her hilarious and equally heartbreaking story By Your Side.This story is off the charts amazing. I can't even describe how good it is. Like seriously especially if you like slash. It will break your heart.Excerpt:"I'm not gone. I'm still here, dork."He shakes his head, because I swear, he's always...

In case you don't know (which you probably don't) I have just finished up my Interesting Photo Contest, my first hosted contest on Mibba.Mibba user MusicIsMyLight won third place with her dramatic entry All I Ever WantedAll I Ever Wanted is about a sweet young girl named Elle who is madly in love with a boy named Dane. The only problem is Dane is of a different race than her and it upsets her...

I'm freaking out! Someone that I've really wanted to be friends with for over a year basically just told me we should hang out!I haven't responded yet.What do I say?! Of course I want to hang out but what if we hang out and have nothing to talk about? What if he realizes that I'm really weird and I suck? Gahh I don't know how to respond that. It could easily be one of those "We should hang outs"...

I don't know what's wrong with me and why people don't want to be around meOk yeah I do. I'm fucking weird and awkward and I not the pretty to look at I'm no one's priority. I'm always the second thought or the back up plan. I'm so easily to forgotten and ignored and if I whine about then I'm clingy or desperate but all I really want is someone to like truly love me.God that sound so cheesy and...

This morning I woke up freaking out about not having a job still after trying all month really hard so I decided to go into Starbucks and talk to the manager to see if she was still looking at applications.You should know this is really hard for me I almost chickened out a few times but I finally did it and I didn't actually get to speak with her but I left my name and email. Anyway, it went a lot...

Okay can I fist just say I personally think 14 is wayyyyy to young to have sex. I think I made a blog about tit before. No offense to anyone who did have consensual sex 14 or younger. Do whatever you feel you're ready for. I was a 14 year old super virgin. I thought I could get pregnant from masturbating so needless to say, I definitely wasn't ready.Personally I think you should at least be 16....

Okay so I remember writing blogs in 2013 and they were really depressing and sad and it was just a really sucky year and I had some of the worst nights of my life. I will even admit to self harming for the first time and that was just horrible. I felt so alone and so hopeless so I literally just decided that I wasn't going to let this depression kill me. And I wasn't going to let it have another...

Here's something I wrote for myself and my followers on tumblr this morning and I thought I'd share it hear too. I drop the f bomb a lot sorry I have a filthy mouth.I would just like to take this time to say congratulationsto you on making it to the new year. You did it. Congratulations buddy! You’re a huge step closer to where you want to be. No one probably realized how hard it must have been...

It's not even 8pm yet but my friend isn't replying to me and I really wanted to get out of my mind tonight but I guess I'm stuck in the house alone again. Blah. I hate not having friends. Like I literally have one person and she doesn't even like me very much. I basically ran away from everyone this year because of my social anxiety and I hate that. It's so hard for me to make friends and I'm...

I got an email basically reminding me that I'm on academic probation (as if I’ve forgotten) this semester since I freaked out and broke down and failed all of my classes last spring and decided not to go back in the fall. So yeah now I'm freaking out again because it’s like if you don’t meet the standards this time you won’t be able to go back to college again It’s so threatening and I'm...

I spent a the last few years of my life clinging to the hope that someday that you can come back to me and we'd get a second chance. Maybe because I'm afraid that I will never have another connection like that. It took me 15 years to find you and I never could get a good enough grip on you so inevitably I lost you.I'm not the same girl you met in the last class of the day. You're not the same boy....

I've never really understood why the friends zone is looked down on as if being friends with someone you like is bad.Well I guess for people who just want to **** (wiggles eyebrows), the "friend zone" is pretty bad.And then there are those people who think they deserve something just for being nice when you should always be nice.But me..I think I like the friend zone. I'm pretty sure I got friend...

Okay also I'm trying to write through a block in Sweet like Sugar. because it's becoming a little typical and I'm not that happy with the last few chapters. Also I never realized how difficult it is for me to write light and happy comedy stories. Ha-ha I'm so use to writing dark and tragic stories so I have to stay away from the unhappy stuff and I personally don't think I'm very funny so I'm...

I was having a perfect night with my baby (laptop) when I check my stupid facebook and I see he's posted that he's home for the holidays.How is that after two years I'm am still so affect by him?!This has thrown my entire life night off track.I was in LOVE with him in high school and we were the typical almost lovers but blah blah he had a girlfriend and was a liar and a cheater and popular and I...

I was just minding my own business about to pee when I was ATTACKED! I repeat ATTACKED...by either a huge cockroach or a small baby frog. Not sure which because I swear I almost blacked out.Now I'm shaking and I can't go back to the back part of my house ever again. I lost it. And I'm about to be home alone. What if it comes after me? I'm a good person I don't deserve this. My hands literally wont...