I have found it!I have officially found it!I'm a cisfemale demipansexual! And I am so fucking proud that I have finally found the right words to describe my sexuality. Perhaps it's just the high of discovery, but now I can finally say that I'm content with who I am without question.I don't even have a problem with giving long winded answers to people who don't know what the frack I mean by...

so it's been a few months since i've updated anything (as my one subscriber ever would know), but I've lost interest in writing when I don't get any feedback, ie: if my story sucks, I have know clue if no one will tell me so therefore, nothing will be updated until I get a few responses from my few readers :)I cannot help but feel conceited when I ask something like this out of someone because I'm...

so in my experience, only douchebags wear white sunglasses. it's true. think about it... makes sense.so now that's out of my system...i'm a curious person and i've always wondered if a person's sexuality is much of a big deal nowadays. don't get me wrong, people use the term "gay" in disrespectful ways as well as the "F" word (lol, i don't even like to type it) but maybe the whole not-straight...

yay! happy ramble!so today I took apart my car's dash 'cause I got this fancy, cool radio only to figure out that I'm missing some key components for the wiring. I've been doing some research and the part I need is about $90, which is not ok for me, lol. if I can't find it cheaper, I guess I can splice the wires myself and go about things through the "scenic route" but it is definitely not...

*read at own discretion, just my crazy, confused, semi-adolescent thinking. plus I really don't want any hateful comments*so I'm not so sure about this whole gender thing anymore. I mean people are so focused on it to the point of madness (perhaps even myself) and truth be told, I'm a little confused about my *ahem* gender *ahem*so I know that I am definitely not a boy. that I'm positive about...

since this is my journal, i'll treat it as a journal. i'm not too worried if anyone reads it or had an opinion of it. this is just my spot to vent.so i'm not doing so hot as of late. i have about a million and a half ideas for "wolf and man" but nothing fits right. i suppose i can just work on character building for the moment. BAH! my spacebar is being retarded and i apologise if the worlds are...

so I was digging through all my shit cuz I plan on moving in a few months and I happened to come across the suicide note that I procured up in 2008. no one has ever seen it but I and it was dated (yes dated cuz I'm lame like that to date my own final letter) October 29, 2008. i've only told one person about it and I still wonder if she even remembers that I told her. anyway there was nothing that...

so I came out to my dad about two hours ago. that was pretty much one of the most horrible moments of my life. I hope he realizes that it hurt as much for me as it did him, to tell him. my soul aches a little bit and my eyes hurt from crying. being rejected sucks but being rejected for who you are by your own parent is completely monstrous. he said " like I don't have enough problems to worry...