Heavy aura of *almost* guilt.No feeling of significance.Even though I've been sweating bullets for the past year about starting the beginning of my life. The last fucking day of school and I'm walking around as if I'll "See Y'all Next Year!"Which is false. Completely and Utterly.I'll be shipped off to bootcamp then.At least I'm praying (not really) so...My urgency to get "the hell outta Dodge,"...

SO..Okay, I have a crush. or I did?or whatever.Well There is this broski, in my weight training(a.k.a. physical education) class.and yeah he's hot and there are plenty of other hot dudes. so yup.Well about a week or 2 ago I met him. Because of a friend of mine.And this guy turned out to not just be a meathead. He was actually pretty smart.(cough; also younger then I am[not to much young though 8...

TYPOS yay a totally random boring weird subject I just randomly want to take about YAYY.Okay well, I love.. LOVE spelling every. Single. Fucking. Word. Correctly. And I sometimes it drives me insane when people don't. But if people write so bad and/or change up the letter too freaking much, I just can't freaking read it. BUT ALAS, typing is kinda how you express yourself in a way. Like in my...

SO, I have this kind of letter writing story thing or maybe it could be like a diary. But basically I wanted it to be this girl any age from 16+ and she loses someone very close to her. Like either her love or her father grandmother anyone just now she's alone and hurting? I guess grieveing and basically her trying to cope with life after that persons passing. So it will show how her life develops...

Oi, Ok where do I start. Shiiiieet. Ok. Well I am not extactly sure where I stand on love... Anymore. God.. Its hard to explain. Well I just had many bad ..well One Really bad Experience with it, which Is probably what Justifys My thoughts on love. And I was writing this Journal to See if anyone Else had any Thoughts On the topic. If not that's Alright and I'm just rambling on about being...