Empty.

I feel empty knowing that soon she'll be gone. I can admit I've been crying my eyes out. I don't want to live without her. I was thinking about suicide, but I decided not to, because she'd be devastated. Also, I'd never get to see her again.I tried to write poetry. That always helps. Always. I just turn my feelings into writing, and I'm still in pain but at least I have some crappy poem.I tried...
March 11th, 2011 at 09:19pm

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS MOVING.

She finally dumped her douchebag boyfriend after like 3 months.i was dating someone when she did, and i broke up with them yesterday, then asked her out. nobody even knows yet. were keeping it secret for awhile.also, shes moving in 4 months, after that i wont see her for 4 years when we graduatee and she moves back. i cried all day yesterday, in almost every class. about 5 people asked if i was...
March 10th, 2011 at 10:56pm

vote for MCR!

http://fuse.tv/ontv/shows/grammys-2011/not-nominated.html?poll590=vote&scrollTo=poll590the link above is to some website (i am not exactly sure, but it is for a good cause)please, pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty please copy and paste this link, and go to this website.if you vote for my chemical romance i will love you forever.that is all i have to say, and i know that is not one...
January 30th, 2011 at 09:21pm

the Abnormal and Confusing thoughts in Maison's head

the human body was made to live 190 years. we all die young.(the number might be a little off)i read this, and i was thinking. "in history last year we learned about some stuff, and i remember how my teacher said that the average life expectancy was 30 or 37 years old, during that time period in the bc."so now i'm thinking: "the average life expectancy has gotten a lot longer, and we live longer...
January 22nd, 2011 at 07:07am

my poem got destroyed

i stopped breathing for a moment;my computer shut down when i finished a kickass poem...so i turned my computer back on, and wrote it again.all i could remember was the first line, and the last stanza.so i remember the last line from the first poem, and look at the last line from the second poem...and i wrote a completely different poem.it wasn't even about the same thoughtsame person, but not the...
January 22nd, 2011 at 04:11am