i'm so fucking miserable. i have a huge headache, my thighs are fat as fuck, im stressed with schoolwork, my two-timing/lying/cheating/incestuous father is lying around like he's miserable, like he's depressed and i should be the one to comfort him despite the fact that he's the one who ruined fucking everythingand i just want to die again -- i want to fucking die. its come to the point that...

OVER & OVERsummary: rory's always antsy & xavier's had a near-death experience when they meet again for the third time. this time no one leaves. until someone leaves.word count: 663 / 50kthoughts: yeah. through my busy schedule & other personal issues i'm going to try and do this. i'm hoping for the best this month 'round. sadness usually fuels me through my writing, anyway, so let's...

meaning, it's not a linear correlation. although it may be a strong slope, people are more complicated than that 1-2-3 thinking.i thought this would do it for me. because it makes sense, right? you eat clean, exercise 5-6 times a week, and keep this up for a while and you'll start to feel better about yourself and your body; it sounds so easy, like something i could slide right into and feel...

only person i thought i could trust tossed me under the bus hard. i dont even fucking know but im so so sad and we're supposed to be hardcore workout buddies (my fucking sister) and i don't want to do anything with her right now. dont want to eat even though im under my calorie consumption for the day, don't want to be awake right now, don't even want to sleep because we sleep in the same fucking...

but i've stopped reading a lot of stories on mibba now. i feel bad for it, because i want to support all my friends and even the people who don't get much recognition on here because they're overshadowed, but i can't bring myself to.it goes usually like this:1. i click on story that looks promising2. i see links for the two or more main characters of the story (usually like ~boy~ or ~girl~ or...

after being nearly six months free of laxatives use/abuse, i broke down yesterday and took the same ones I hid from my mother, because she abuses laxatives, too. though i didn't know about her until after the peak of my own laxatives abuse.i was triggered after going shopping in new york and seeing all this fat; i felt (and feel) so disgusting. the laxatives keep calling my name and i can't get...

So a couple of years ago, I wrote a story, worrying more about quantity than quality. I didn't know; I thought it was good, and everybody was shooting rainbows up my ass, telling me how wonderful of a story it was. I sucked up all the positive comments, none of which giving me actual constructive feedback to better my writing and the flow of my story.Then, suddenly, I got a comment like...

happy summer, i guess.my dad takes me to school every morning, but today he told me he won't be taking me for my senior year so i have to take the bus (or get my sister to drive me, but he doesn't know about that).that is literally the first thing he's said to me for just about two weeks now. he's been ignoring both my sister and i for absolutely no reason at all -- and i mean it. we did literally...

my dad's a dick. he's cheated on my mother, that i know of, twice ( the first time when my sister and i were toddlers, the second time just about two months ago ).when he found out that my sister and i knew about the second time all he could say is, "i'm relieved." because now he "doesn't have to pretend," or whatever the fuck that means. when we got pissed at him and told him that our respect for...

1. What's your favorite song?It's Gotta Be You probs.2. Do you like Liam and Dani?They're okay. Not my place to judge, though.3. A quote you remember from any of them?"Baby Nanas."4. Favorite picture of any of them?LOVE ME.5. Are you a Louis/Niall/Harry/Liam/Zayn girl?Harry and Zayn girl, most defs.6. How do you feel about Louis and Eleanor?They look good as best friends. And Eleanor's extremely...

>Gets pages and pages of white girlsbefore people start going cray cray, no, of course i don't mind white girls, but when i'm specifically looking for black girls to serve a purpose and i get nothing but white girls in a black girl tag, of course i'm going to be a little annoyed. let's face it: you see nothing but white girls on all these tags, not only on weheartit, but on tumblr. white girl...

So I completely wrote my Zayn/Niall (and Harry/Louis) Treading Slowly story for about the third time since I thought up the idea, and I wrote out whole plans for it, studied a lot of London's shops, neighborhoods, roads, all of that, and set occupations/relationships for all the characters on Friday before actually writing it on that same day.Now, on this beautiful Sunday night, after a lot of...

first and foremost, how dare he I tried not to like 1D. I still don't really like 1D. I'm more enamored with the boys than the group, if that makes any sense. A lot of their songs I don't really like, aside from my guilty pleasure Kiss You, but otherwise they're not that mindbreaking and amazing to me. (Don't get me wrong, their voices are AMAZING, [[ESPECIALLY ZAYN'S]] but these teeny-bopper...

so i've been in a serious one direction story writing mood lately, and before some you beautiful children looking for girl/one direction boy stories go crazy like yayyyy more one direction love stories!!! i really am sorry, but i only write ships within one direction. like lourry / ziall / lirry / zarry.but, on the flip side, there are plenty of girl/one direction boy stories on mibba for you to...

Okay, to those super MCR fans complaining about MCR's breakup "ruining their lives" and "betraying them," I feel there's something that needs to be said:The members of MCR are. real. people. They have. real. lives. They go about normal. everyday. lives. They just happened to be in a band that you fell in love with. I understand being upset and pained about their breakup, because, hey, it's natural...

I hate feeling this way, especially since I'm seen as the one everyone comes to with their issues; the one who listens to everyone when they have to vent and gives them advice; the one who hardly ever speaks up about her own problems. But here it is anyway: I feel neglected, alone, fat, and ugly.I help everyone, but no one bothers to help back. The only person I really talk to deeper about how I...

Hello! It's your girl Alice, and to do my part in being more active in the Mibba community I'd like to request to review all of your stories! If may take from anytime of one day to on week, but I will give an honest review, and I will try to give as much constructive criticism as I possible can. Just remember that my review is my opinion, and you're not obligated to changing anything just to fit...

Week 3 of my story recommendation blog! I read mostly original fiction, also One Direction fanfics, so my recommendation will be pretty much only those types of stories. If you want me to check out your story to recc it for the next week, just post a link in the comments and I'll maybe choose one to do. So let's get this shit started, yo.First recommendation: PULL MY HEART AWAY by triforce; and...

For the first time since I was 9 years old and started writing, people. 9 years. It actually wasn't as hard as I thought it'd be – if I even did it correctly, haha. A lot of the vagina terminology sounds too crude for me, so I used pussy only like once and idek. I masked my lack of knowledge of heterosexual sex-writing scenes with a lot of though and sex talk, kind of.Strange, too, because I'll...

So. If any of you reading this that has read my stories for long enough, you know I start really strong with a lot of projects and then I get mad at myself and delete them and they drop off the face of the world for a while. And, yeah, it happens a lot, because I get so sure of something for a while, and then I get bored of it/frustrated with myself over it and I end up deleting it.I have some...